gm nostr

hope she's well

i wonder if she's in college?

should write to him

matthieu's spoiled daughter

a teenager who knows what she wants

as women? => we gave it to her

me & meg especially were like

lol

if that's what you are into,

of course miriam

they dont have that in paris

cos of all things in the world?

in all of nyc?

she was obsessed with the squirrels that would come up to her to ask for food

we had to take miriam to parks in nyc

when they came to visit??

not well

traveled man

but damn do i make the most

of every where ive ever been

what a brother

to have in france

truly really

he is a really good dad

miriam is such a dream

they make such a good pair

the prayers i prayed into that

for his safety

i will never repeat

they are between me &

this universe & him

i asked him to take it off at one point

so i could hold it in my hands

it was also winter

early December

Matthieu wore a كُوفِيَّة kufiyyeh around his neck every day we were together

it was only a weekend

out of all

things

out of everything

this single moment in time

how many were shot against the wall

the fighting between graves

it was only this

out of all things to ever tell me about france about paris

like co-dreaming

like i entered his dream & he led me