blame it on rape trauma
have a blast with that
psychoanalysing that to death
write whole dissertations intersecting that with blood quantum policies
i dont care
i dont give a shit
i wont be reading any of it
it is just for all of you to
soothe yourselves
not me.
that is truly how much the rest of all of you need to fuck so far off
being entirely celibate the rest of my life is literally zero problem
that does not mean im indecisive
that does not mean im polyamorous
i go years giving a shit about no one romantically or otherwise very whatsoever
it is not something i need or look for
like i pioneered being single actually
i really really really really really dont play games.
it is really really really hard for me to let go of the past.
i care about people a lot a lot a lot a lot.
whoever didnt even notice?
not my fault.
this happened years ago.
in clarity. nostr:note1kqhdqcs6at8mj9gh99t2efsahprdcqlqnj2sgjzjwkhgqu66w6ysylm98f
literally the two shirts
are a button down shirt i thought was so funny in mohawk colors
thats huge & comfy af
like terrible united nations days
& a dancers shirt
very very very
the end.
~now~
i have a favorite shirt
that is my dancing shirt
it has sparkles
i also sleep in it a lot
i am so happy when it is clean from the laundry i love it
it is my shirt
i got it
i bought it
it is from the salvation army
it is so comfortable
i have slept in this shirt more than any other shirt
if i didnt want to
i wouldnt
the moment i dont want to
i can literally take it off
just jack's to me
in my headcanon
how many times i have to say this
is astounding
wearing jack's shirt
that is part of what happened to me
that is how much at times i could not be in proximity to people
i watched all her videos literally on a treadmill walking cos i couldnt handle seeing even neighbors outside or cars