There's so much detail I could go into about what happens AFTER a spiritual awakening. It rewires your nervous system and makes you very very tired initially. But I was thinking how the pre-awakening state is less discussed. In retrospect, all the pieces were there for me. Being unable to properly integrate them at the time is truly a lesson in how the unconscious works. So often we know something is off in life. But we brush it away because "it's too farfetched" or "coincidental." Spiritual awakenings force you to grapple with a world that's nonlinear and irrational. You stop repressing those unconscious impressions and start becoming "intuitive." My pre-spiritual awakening window began in the late summer season. My social circle was essentially an Appalachian cult of artists, homesteaders and mechanics. A good friend of mine, let's call her J, was a fellow writer. We would go to a secret park and share our writing. One day I told J that I had a vision of painting onto the American flag at my apartment. To elevate it not to desecrate it. J really liked that idea. She knew I was stuck and said it would be part of my new chapter. I was hesitant. Military family and all that. Well, I put that project off. Instead, J would invite me over to her nice house where she lived with three beautiful extroverted girls. We would all get lit, hang out, talk life. These were "normal and popular" people. The queen bee was Houston, a rep for Red Bull on campus. I felt very comfortable there but it was polar opposite of the cult hangouts, which were darker messier spaces full of tools and books. The more I hung out there, the more my internal schisms began to manifest outwardly. This is pretty classic in awakenings. You need to be broken down before you can get put back together - and a lot of times this fragmentation shows up as an identity crisis or being part of divergent groups. Suddenly, random things would happen - like a childhood schoolmate showing up in my artist circle. This was uncanny, since I went to high school a few hours from Detroit - and here we were, flung down south close to Asheville NC. These synchronicities picked up in frequency and intensity until one day I took the flag out to the spot where J and I would sit. It was fall now. The outer world was dying. In a trance state, I traced it with paint, let it dry, took it home, hung it. In retrospect, this was the start of me learning about archetypal alchemy - essentially what I help people with now. After that project, events in my life reached such a crescendo that I got rid of my possessions and began traveling across the US for several years. When the new tenant took over my apartment, I left the flag - its job was done. Now the inner world was becoming the outer world. And that disorienting realization is when the journey fully began.
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This now means FIVE planets are in Aquarius.
Venus, Mars, Sun, Mercury, Pluto.
That's HIGHLY unusual. Extreme concentration of creative chaos (Aquarius energy).
Hold on!
Good morning. Welcome to Mars in Aquarius. A new cycle in biz + sex + war until March. Systems are smashed. Freedom is everything. Hackers, coups, outages. Disruption in love. People won't stay together if they can't share a vision. Solo ride. Big FU energy. High voltage ⚡️
Why is chaos part of your life right now?
Disruption occurs when planets reach the final 29th° of a sign.
Mars is ending his month-long journey in Capricorn.
Neptune has been in Pisces since 2011. Saturn since 2023. Both are at the end.
This is a lot of nostalgia to wrap up!
There's a great debate raging in the cosmos right now. Structure VS spontaneity. You may find yourself scrapping plans. Going back to square one. Blank canvas. Reset. This is the historic power of Sun, Mercury, Venus + Mars all bunched up near Pluto in Aquarius. Visionary.
I don't really like phrases such as "mass kundalini awakening" but if one were to happen, it would probably be right about now into February.
You might've read recently that our Sun is very active and noticed in yourself weird bodily sensations.
For some people, this could lead to dissociation and generally erratic thoughts. Maybe even a psychotic break.
At worst it could be the beginning of a spiral where they have to put themselves back together. An extended period of self-imposed isolation. Perhaps grappling with vague illnesses, such as chronic fatigue.
On Monday night, I was sitting at my desk and I could feel pressure in my head around my third eye.
It reminded me when I was doing meditation on the winter solstice 2012.
I had gone to my cousin's wedding that night feeling a bit woozy. Later, I literally had to drag myself to bed. My nervous system was completely shot and my muscles were very sore.
This is an equally potent window of time. Birthing pains. If you feel like you're being bombarded with inputs right now, realize that a schism is happening between you and the old forms. That's why the world seems schizophrenic right now.
Stop trying to fit into the realm that's falling apart. Start letting the new one move through you. That's how the integration starts.
Look for a sudden realizations about how your various life threads are coming together when the Pisces Moon meets the north node tonight.
The node is a lighthouse telling us how to make life cohesive.
It's a good night for reflections, epiphanies and thoughtful conversations.
As much as I'm astounded by the predictive power of astrology, I'm equally enamored by the way it tells us the most important stories of the moment. Right now it says you can have the freedom you've dreamed of if you dare to accept that every death is followed by rebirth.
Things take a surreal turn today. The Moon dives into Pisces, stirring up subtle feelings. Are you guided by divine voices? While others collapse into random static? Everyone's waiting for things to quiet down but you're tuning in because the only way out is through. Rebel
Insights if you're overwhelmed right now: This week is historic. FIVE planets in Aquarius. Society pushed to a tipping point. Winter storms. People sick of slop & lies. A sense that we've taken the current pattern as far as we can. Don't hide. Ride the chaos. Awaken. Ascend.
The Feb 17 Eclipse will affect Klaus Schwab. Founder of the WEF. It falls near his Jupiter, at the 10 o'clock spot. Jupiter rules economics + global agreements. The WEF was born on 1/24/71. The WEF's north node (power/influence) falls on Klaus' Jupiter. Not a coincidence.
Karl Ernst Kraft was an astrological advisor for Nazi officials. He predicted an attack on Hitler's life around Nov 8, when a bomb exploded in a beer hall where Hitler was in attendance. This stuff has been going on awhile. It's not just for pop culture dating horoscopes.
This is the blueprint for Hitler sworn in as Chancellor. Jan 30, 1933. MANY planets in Aquarius near the noon spot. Aquarius is utopian plans. The shadow side? Control. Keep an eye on Global Resets + regime change now. FIVE planets in Aqua near the same spot now. Historic.
Good morning. Welcome to Mercury in Aquarius. This is a new communication cycle lasting until Feb 7. High level thinking. Original. Non conformist. Markets and people go off script. Time to discover novel solutions and rebuild systems. Expect a breakdown to breakthrough!💥
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Good morning. Welcome to the Sun in Aquarius. Here's what you need to know about the next 30 days -Revolutions in markets, politics, your life -An eclipse on Feb 17 that launches a Global Reset -Disclosure, regime change, outages, surprise endings Say hi to the new world!🌐
Incredibly volatile week ahead.
Practice situational awareness.
Expect regime changes.
Violence spikes as we progress.
Glitches, outages and cyberwar are practically guaranteed.
The Global Reset is beginning. But there's no reason to panic. If you are aware, you're winning.
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And just like that, we wake up to a Moon in Capricorn. This is the sign where Sunday's New Moon will fall. But we must wait. These are called "dark moon" days. Thick with purge energy. Don't fear. Let today's story unfold. Be patient with any process weighing on your mind.
Show me a person who's calm on the outside and I'll show you someone who's fighting a battle inside. We're all tired of pretending that things are normal. But fear of the unknown keeps us playing small. Let today's Moon in Scorpio kill your addiction to bullshit. Live more
Expect headlines that challenge faith in leaders.
It may seem like institutions are failing us.
In personal events, you may wonder why your efforts didn't "add up."
"What if I had just tried harder..."
Don't you hear this from people already? The self-blaming arc has to go.
It's pretty funny watching other posters rush in with "aNiMa!" as if it only shows up in one way.
When in reality, Jung saw FOUR stages the anima could progress through.
The Eve stage is the lowest and most primal.
The Sophia stage is the most sublimated and transcendant.
Today packs a punch. Not only is the Moon in fiery Aries. It's also a waxing moon. In fact, it's a first quarter moon today. This is a significant milemarker since the 12/19 new moon. Any idea planted then starts to sprout. Aries wants you to courageously get moving on it!
