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what you mean

i did it when she asked

leprosy

how dare you look at this kinda smut i thought better of you.

i dunno, i'm just telling you i do my best to let God lead my life.

whether it hurts or makes me happy.

i dunno

shit that happens to me, has a purpose that's what i believe.

i dunno waht you're saying, it's easier for me to believe that I moved in with my grandpa to take care of him in his last year to minister to him, than to think "my life is just randomly happening"

eggplants are sprouting

it's hard to explain, i just pray about it daily, i found that forcing events in my life fails more often than not.

i must secure the existance of my food supply to ensure a future for white zealist

well i'll be sure to show you specifically the first one i butcher, when the time comes :3

i wanna get some silverfoxes or them new zealanders big rabbtis for eatin'

evne if i get depressed and feel like things aren't going as fast as i want htem to in my life, i still believe God has a plan for me, and it's better than what i could come up with on my own, so i let him lead me to it, even if getting there sucks.

things will go how they're supposed to go lol

alright, my mom just accepted an offer i've got till may 9th to pack and leave.

i got spaghetti squashes sprouting, i was gonna see if it's tolerable to eat this year, i can make all garden fresh spaghetti LOL later int eh year.