ignoring harsh reality doesn't make it go away

it only makes you less likely to be effective at dealing with it in the long arc

they are burned, and never come back... there is no eternity for the fallen

the "lake of fire" aka Tartarus was a literal lava pit that the worst of the worst were thrown into in order to prevent them from reincarnating

you don't pity the flies or the e. coli that makes you sick, you kill it and move on

that which is fallen and corrupt must be constantly fought against and purged or it will drag you down with it

the devil is in everything that rots, burns, decomposes, disintegrates and becomes corrupted, and goodness comes from doing the right things that keep that from taking us down

it's through glass or is that an effect?

yup... it's a jailbreak!

we are all falsely imprisoned

those who love their enslavement can burn

if it's any consolation, i believe there is good reason to suggest that all who are not genetically cut out for a high sugar diet reach for the bottle, because alcohol increases insulin response

i only learned this because i recently started to suffer a whole gamut of symptoms that match right up with type 2 diabetes which is from long term excessive blood sugar levels... persistent infections was the one that broke it from being annoyances to WHAT THE FUCK

cannabis also has a specific effect on blood sugar and insulin activity

the real cure is cutting out carbs altogether

i'm betting on cacao butter to have a big impact, and another one is fasting... i only managed half a day today but i feel it did make a difference, gonna try it again real soon

no but i gotta carry my burden, i'm not here to save the world but those who are given gifts must use them

i don't think that the time is long until the end of this age of darkness though...

there is doom coming to this planet and like in the flood, it is an opportunity to be rid of the toxic waste often called "fallen angels" this one is gonna make the flood event look like a picnic, that's the other reason... there is many of us that are worth keeping, more than there is not

nothing to fear, but we all gotta do our bit

i have learned much recently about the history behind all of that book and much of it is very much manipulated

like, why is the Book of Enoch not part of the set?

the entire world of christianity didn't know about it except for the Ethiopian Orthodox Church until the 19th century

there was several copies of it in the dead sea scrolls

Enoch is the father of Methuselah and features and is named in the old testament, he predates the Flood even though modern "scholars" claim there is no evidence his book existed before 2500 years ago, it clearly speaks of events that are amply verifiable in the forever changed geography of europe, north africa and north america, in enoch you can find descriptions of places that line up with India, Indonesia, North America and Europe and there's no way the "ancient" stone age people could have known anything about so much of those places, one maybe, not the whole set

the movie Life of Brian hints at something too - there was a jewish revolutionary who started an insurrection against the roman occupation

most of what Jesus supposedly said is from his book

what i will say though, is that those angels are coming back to clean up the mess left behind by their fallen brothers, as the time is ripe

and because they need us as much as we need them

read Enoch and you'll understand what i'm saying

i don't know how far to take the stuff about "eternal life" but we were promised that we would shed no more tears

right now it is enough to drown in

actually, scratch that, i'm not touching my main dev box any time soon... it was a whole day head scratching frustration just to get a kernel that ran the GPU properly, i don't need that headache right now

but very cool in any case... if it were to not touch the kernel then i'm in, so i'm just gonna be cautious

i'm gonna be testing this out on my laptop once i get it running bitcoin core ^_^

another fucking AI being trained on our notes

never ever look back

the angels don't warn lightly

we live in a world where at least 10% are predators and another 20% are willing servants of those people

being vulnerable is just recognising reality

when it comes down to it, nobody obliged us to be part of a sick society, we must have chosen it because we were equipped with the spirit to fight it

i don't subscribe to the "save the earth, kill yourself" cult but i also don't subscribe to the "hate yourself because you can't find a mate" story either

just gonna do what i can because after you have this much awareness of how many are being drowned in this mess all that matters is doing the best you can to help them all get some air and end this nightmare

nothing beautiful about flesh without spirit

in fact, gonna use this on my newly upgraded laptop SSD, which the worten.pt site showed me a B+M key and it's a straight up NVME so this will be interesting... been meaning to learn how to netcat my whole drive to another device... now... hmmm need a couple of boot disks... oh yes, this zorin OS has been working great, will clone that

i'm gonna hold off on it for the time being, i can't afford more downtime recovering my installation, but this gives me good reason to mirror my install to my spare disk and test it

yes, i already am as circumspect towards all humans no matter their genitalia type

that's why you can all go fuck yourselfies

what's sad is that women are so susceptible to brainwashing

yeah, i don't game that much and i cbf caring about competitive hooey i'm in a good place for both eu and us servers but there is no games that i'd care to play

i did kinda like the latest CoD game but i can live without it

was too heavy for my device at the time, now it's probably smooth af but i'm not giving my money to blizzard/activision/microsoft if i can avoid it... i am remembering correctly right? microsoft bought them out right?

microsoft is the ultimate satan corporation, and its cofounder is his most precious puppet

#coracle is the best, i am using anything else less and less

i run my own instance of it, with FORCE_RELAYS set to my preferred set and performance is snappy af, the scratching around for relays with things code is obviously bullcrap, i use nostr.wine, nostr.band, nostr.land (atlas and eden) and my own relay and i couldn't be happier

coracle is the best

i just played Dying Light again after some time since i first played it... i know, there's a new one but this is one of the few games that you can run on linux, and its performance is exceptional

on my new hardware, it barely uses 1/3 of the CPU most of the time and rarely dips below 74fps with vsync on (75hz display), it's smooth as butter to play, it was pretty good on my old MSI bravo gaming laptop but now it might actually induce me to progress some way further in the story

i had a high priority on getting my rig to do all the important things nicely, and i'm really pleased so far, only fly in the ointment is the retardation that is ubuntu kernel metapackages and the mysterious fail of AMD video support on linux kernel 6, a frickin minefield of black screens