Yes, you should start writing poetry again. And yes, your right about us all being connected and in this together. Glad I could encourage you🫂.

God bless you!

It may surprise you, but this is normal life in God. We are all connected to each other through the heart of God. Some years ago, i got tired of the way I was feeling, and somehow, I started doing something kinda weird. When someone stood out to me on the street, or other places, I would look at them, and ask God to show me what He loved about them. Quietly, and not too overtly, you know. I didnt want to look like a creeper. Over time, I started hearing and seeing specific things. And sometimes with people you wouldnt expect. It actually got kind of exciting. Periodically, I would get opportunities to tell the people what I saw. I tried to do it in ways that werent weird you know? Unexpectedly, doing this changed my personality. When I started understanding how deeply, and personally God loves so many people, it really humbled me, and changed my views on alot of things, including myself. Later, I was in one of those 'love states', where I was praying for someone who i felt needed to know, and I walked past a mirror. For a split second, I saw myself the way God sees me. It only lasted for a second. But it completely changed me. Ive never forgotten it. The love of God is not some trivial force or emotion. It is the transforming power that holds the universe together. And its personal. The way he feels about you would completely blow your mind, and make you feel like its too good to be true. And its not weak. Its full of Fire.

In the darkest times of my life, God has comforted me through positive music, walking in nature and writing my feelings down through poetry or journaling.

Prayers for you. I definitely know how you feel. When things get difficult, keep believing that God will see you though and keep moving forward day by day. Brighter days are ahead and the best is yet to be.

when Weed became recreationally legal in our State, my wife and I, who had not touched it since highschool, bought some

from a dispensary. I decarbonized it, and bound the THC to a medium chain triglyceride fat, (coconut oil),

and made gelatin capsules.

We got so high it took us 2 hours to get from the bedroom to the kitchen. We laughed so hard my stomach muscles hurt.

We never did it again just because it kinda isnt our thing. But the experience actually had some lasting positive effects on our relationship.

who are these weird blue haired people that flit about claiming everyone is a National Socialist?

I made one for my wife. Uses 2 linear feet of thread. All cotton of course.