Homemade apple pie 🥧 made with Granny Smith apples 🍏 tweaked to contain very little sugar is too healthy tasting and needs adjustment.

Decided AGAINST contacting friend to wish him Happy Thanksgiving cuz it’s time he appreciates me!

But heard from other friends so all good!

Also, he has done tons of recreational drugs since a teenager.

I’m pretty damn certain it’s middle and upper class white people who do lots of recreational drugs (as vices) and yet, most of them never get arrested!

And the rare time they DO get caught, they don’t face much punishment nor serve years of prison sentence cuz can afford to hire a good lawyer(s)!

That’s called WHITE privilege. Esp white male privilege and WAY MORE privileges if rich!

I consider a man to be a Serial Modelizer if dated MORE than 3 Models.

And if dated a girl who is young enough to be your daughter — like Peter Pan Leonardo DiCaprio who has probably dated MORE than 10 Models, who the hell knows how many cuz SO MANY over many, many years — GROW THE FK UP!

SHALLOW AS FK!

Btw, I also used to model so it’s NOT about jealousy over some girl.

Rather that he’s been SELF-absorbed and SELFISH. Plus, wallowing in self-pity when he’s had a very privileged life with no major life obstacles or problems!

And very stingy. I have sent him many prezzies, cards and been an excellent friend.

And been his non-paid Therapist.

Reciprocation in friendships are IMPORTANT!

Welcome to 🇺🇸! Does this kind of thing happen in Europe? Doubtful!

Oh I totally agree with you! But most women are shallow about money as in they want a man with money and status.

Most of my friends are men.

I do NOT like shallow people.

And NO, he and I are PLATONIC friends. I have always kept guy friends and guys I date VERY SEPARATELY! Chance of crossing over is ~5% as in NOT happening!

Thanks for zap! Haven’t had food yet but the little bit of alcohol with ☕️ hasn’t made me drunk, thankfully, haha.

Debating whether I should contact one of my BFFs who has been particularly MORE self-absorbed and selfish lately, and I am pissed off 😡at him.

One of the most intellectually brilliant and super talented person I know — has BOTH an art & engineering degrees plus physically beautiful. And wealthy with VIP parents.

Sometimes doesn’t seem to be aware of the privileges he was born into nor experiences as a white male nor his upper socio-economic status.

Still obsessing over an ex-gf who used to be a Model. Apparently, a girl that bunch of other guys (mostly musicians) who knew her was also obsessed over and wrote songs & poetry, created art about. One Musician is famous. My friend and he had a rivalry thing going on. I also know the famous Musician.

When guys obsess over a girl, it’s almost always cuz she’s pretty. Men never obsess over or create art nor write poems over a girl who’s just plain looking.

FACT: A girl can be the most brilliantly smart or most talented person but PRETTINESS — whether and how pretty she is — is still what men and society care about.

I called out on his bullshit about this fact — that men obsessing over a girl cuz she’s pretty is shallow as fk!

And that I’ve also been told by people “stunning, beautiful, pretty” over the years and that it doesn’t impress me. Hardly doubt that she’s more interesting than me.

Oh neat! Never heard of using a tractor for snow. Is that a Finnish thing?

How much snow did you receive?

Ran out of oatmilk coffee creamer so guess having some alcohol with ☕️ this morning and using Bailey’s almondmilk liqueur! 😅

Pretty rose 🌹🥀

Beyoncé - “Haunted”(Official Video)

Music Video Director:

🇸🇪 Jonas Åkerlund

Song with fantastic rhythm & beat! 🥁🎶

Music video = R-rated!

I only recently saw this 2013 visually gorgeous, edgy, SUPER SEXY music video recently since not that big into Beyoncé til 🍋“Lemonade” album, a PERFECT 10/10 album, imho.

Jay-Z is a very lucky and truly blessed man that Beyoncé said “Yes” to his 💍 proposal and agreed to be his wife!

I hope he does NOT disrespect her again cuz that would be very foolish and stupid of him to risk losing her!

Can you really top the talent, beauty and charisma of Beyoncé? NO!

Closest would be Amal Clooney but she’s a perfect love ❤️❤️ match for George Clooney.

Beyoncé and Angelina Jolie are the two women I personally think are the SEXIEST women right now.

And I find 🇫🇷French women to be the most stylish and beautiful in the world. They have that je ne sais quoi factor.

(I am straight but can definitely appreciate physical beauty of people and beautiful aesthetics.)

https://youtu.be/K4r4lysSgLE?si=7HYNPnL_yjUIbgx5

Thanks for zap!

Thanks for zap!

Oh, I had no idea someone I know and had drinks with for several hours was on the Pulitzer Prize Board in 2017-2018, the year (2018) VERY TALENTED Kendrick Lamar — who I hope STOPS using “Bitch” in so many of his songs since it’s different when a man uses the word vs a woman, much like it matters WHO uses the n word! — won a Pulitzer Prize til this week!

Haha, silly me!!

I have met a lot of people for conversations. Since my 20s. Random people.

If I suggest meeting up with a person for ☕️, drink 🍹🥃🍷or even a meal, that means I find that person interesting and want to talk to them more.

Sometimes, guys take that the WRONG way and interpret it as my asking them out on a date. NOPE!

It’s simply conversation, that’s it.

There was the time I met an interesting 🇬🇧British man at an event, along with his very Blonde wife who was loud and obnoxious.

The 🇬🇧Business man was an expat whose company was based in San Francisco, and we discussed 🇬🇧London for a bit. He gave me his business card. (I still prefer actual physical business cards!)

He flew to Japan for a business trip. We discussed getting together.

I asked when he was available to meet up for a drink or dinner.

Never heard from him again.

Oops. It didn’t occur to me til much later that he probably thought I was trying to have an affair.

Um, NO! I simply wanted to discuss 🇬🇧London and British stuff. And he was a Black British Man, like 🇬🇧Idris Elba, excellent in TV series “The Wired” recommended to me by a guy friend who was a Saks Fifth Avenue 💻 Guy.

But haha, totally understandable WHY he assumed that cuz that would be the more typical thing if a woman wanted to meet a married man for drinks or/and dinner.

Please! Altho his very Blonde, ditzy 🇺🇸Wife was very annonying (she was in Sales, I know girls like her), I would hope her husband would NOT step out on her.

Personally, I find girls who pursue a guy when he’s already dating someone or already in a monogamous, serious relationship with another woman to be PATHETIC!

That’s called breaking Girl Code!

Many girls can NOT function without a man cuz that’s where they get their self esteem & self-confidence from.

Especially the PRETTY girls who wear skimpy, tight clothes DESPERATELY trying to attract male attention. ICK!

Pathetic, imho!

The kinds of girls who definitely do NOT pass my SUPER SUPER VERY VERY High Filter Bar to be my Girl Friend!

I’m someone who asked one of my BFFs if it would ok for me to meet up with a guy friend of hers that she like liked at one time, and they were never romantically involved AND she was already in a serious romantic relationship with a guy she married.

He and I never ended up even getting together, but he had a trust fund and was VERY physically attractive. And a Stanford Uni alum. Successful business guy whose name that I still remember.

(When a person is VERY physically attractive, interesting, or/and talented, you tend to remember those people, even after many years have passed.)

Anyway, one very talented creative artsy guy Kyle — who had very pale skin, sorta 🇬🇧Robert Smith of 🇬🇧The Cure — who liked robots whom I had ☕️ with once in my 20s in SF knows a Musician that 🇬🇧Neil Gaiman knows. They collaborated on music or something cuz Kyle was obsessed with the band that I had never heard of before our coffee conversation.

Musician has an album of many love songs.

I haven’t heard the album yet but did go to his book event. He’s a funny fellow and seemed very nice!

Hah! An idea/concept for a music video just popped into my head and there will be four hot, sexy men used as props! (A reversal of what usually happens.)

Inspired by a band I (along with a very smart person who told me about Stephen Hawking) saw at Coachella, back when it was still INDIE and zero annoying girls all dressed like clones of each other nor ridiculous floral 🌸🌺🌼 crown wearing Rich PRETTY Girls playing with each other nor a magnet for C & D list “celebs.”

My talented guy friend’s band played 🇬🇧The Reading Festival back when they were on a Sony label, Epic Records.

Assholes as in Jerky People!

Note that the VERY Polite and well-mannered UK people spell the same word

Arsehole!

And it would have happened a LONG LONG FKING TIME AGO if I weren’t such an angel!

Somewhere where I LIKE the people better and there aren’t so many assholes!

I will be DEFINITELY FKING MOVING to another country than the one I am currently based in!