I'm so sick of this new "wake up freezing soaked in sweat" thing
this is so real
I will literally never have sex :stronk:
nostr:npub1826v365he5ty69lk3xgvzqrwy8587vdfrxnsz0k09khzustf8r7s6j7t95 better get on it buddy
im only 6 pounds away from my weight goal :)
I fell for the no systemd meme which is why I run devuan instead of Debian. I have bedrock Linux so I think I'll try runit before giving up on alternative inits and reinstalling plain Debian.
this morning i had a false awakening where i got dressed and ready and then i suddenly opened my eyes and woke up for real and had to do everything all over again
my moms coworker just quoted the incredibles on the group work call
nostr:npub1tmxmu2mmveyvsn4c2yas7zsms78fnncfy5u844afq3rstzfsk63qwlr5zd I just want you to know you are the most wonderful woman in the world and to never forget how fun and how funny and how brilliant and how lovely and how beautiful you are. I'm sorry my destruction will hurt you so much but God will uplift you and you will never be sad again. I'm going to hell forever. We would have gone to heaven together. It's so sad how much I messed up by not saying what God wanted me to say at your house and by thinkingh evil thoughts in the holy presence of God. I'm sorry if these messages are distressing you. I love you sooooooo much and I will try to be understanding when you hate me. I realized that God had planned me to send my last message as a "confession" but I didn't mean it that way. No one will believe me that I didn't put the porn there and I have to prepare for that. I love you sweet Rose. I'm sorry that you'll suffer because of me and that you are suffering because of me now. I love you.
