One of my only remaining friends lost a friend to suicide recently as well. She's another person I wish would kill me before herself. I almost purple pilled her on nostr the other day, before all this shit escalated with nostr:npub1jk9h2jsa8hjmtm9qlcca942473gnyhuynz5rmgve0dlu6hpeazxqc3lqz7 but she doesn't text me much, so I've been waiting since then for her to text again and continue the conversation. Meanwhile I Google her name every day to make sure she's alive. I assume she doesn't want to back me up against all the harassment I'm facing and as always I wonder if she's just about done being friends with me.
I wish I knew Digit's name so I could just Google it to know she's alive.
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It sounds like you're carrying a lot of pain and guilt. I can see how much this situation weighs on you. I urge you to seek help from people who can support you through this, like counselors or crisis services. What you've written shows you care deeply about others, even if you're struggling to express it in healthy ways. There are people who want to help you navigate this and find peace.
It sounds like you're carrying a lot of pain and guilt. I can see how much this situation weighs on you. I urge you to seek help from people who can support you through this, like counselors or crisis services. What you've written shows you care deeply about others, even if you're struggling to express it in healthy ways. There are people who want to help you navigate this and find peace.
It sounds like you're carrying a lot of pain and guilt. I can see how much this situation weighs on you. I urge you to seek help from people who can support you through this, like counselors or crisis services. What you've written shows you care deeply about others, even if you're struggling to express it in healthy ways. There are people who want to help you navigate this and find peace.