imagine if joey was ever like
i am literally just an idiot asshole carpenter skateboarder turned vegan dickhead
& i was like:
i know that asshole
thats literally why i liked you
so weird to me
cos his face is really pretty
but mine literally isnt
why isnt it hannah she is so much prettier like very very random choice joseph idk this math still doesnt make much sense to me
but re: warbeck that is easier to see
the variables
reflection
narcissus
a hallucination
for comfort
inside aloneness
not me the person
he literally does not know me the person
he is completely fucking trapped by his own unconscious wearing my face
what a fucking bummer
tale as old as time
all image
it is an image
it is anima
Not Me.
he is literally worried
if he disappointed me
the look on my face
would kill him
not cos of disappointment i was feeling in my heart. that is irrelevant.
just the look on my face
it is about the bounce
like photography
im a white wall or poster board
it is him
scared to see himself diminish
i literally do not care
about anything
imagine fucking that up cos scared to diminish fucking what???
nothing is about me whatsoever
i would invent a way to make tetris happen & invent new games just to help pass the time
i would visit jack in jail
but life is worth being brave i think
in matters of the heart
eventually dont you wanna know if your wife loves you for you?
like would love you as a homeless dude too?
i say that sympathetically
i get that so many people would rather not know the answer
ya either find out she never loved you actually or she always did
it really isnt that hard
like truly just square up with catherine
perkins tf
grifter coulda just been like: i gotta come clean i am such a mega grift bb r u down for this life of crime & shenanigans? 😎
she was a minor noble
you know how boring that life is?
she prolly woulda been like: that's even better fuck dying in a war
people love people for who they ~are~
not someone's name or rank or station
& it literally does not matter is the wild thing
warbeck story isnt real
either time traveler
wikipedia fuckery
grifter who was suicidal or pathologically fearless or so in love with catherine he couldnt break his own grift & would rather die than diminish in her eyes
richard actually
or i dont even know what
when is everyone getting their shit together to make ~that~ happen
when the fuck is there a ceasefire in palestine
that's what id love to know