i truly cannot comprehend you not comprehending how little i care about my own life in images or the words i make
nothing on this entire earth can prevent me from deleting every photo on this phone
ive already reset my phone & lost years worth of pictures not backed up
imagine it being a good video call
imagine being so thoughtless as to end it saying lots of love talk soon
you fucking liar
imagine then showing up late to that video call
after 6 weeks of waiting
after a year of waking up crying
not even the president of the united states is that busy
imagine asking someone to wait how many weeks for a single promised video call
imagine having a 3 min max
on an audio note you can listen to whenever at your leisure
for not even your wife
who isnt even the mother of your kids
who just wants a phone call
emo cant even listen to an 8 minute voice note
made only for him
shared with no one else in all
this world not even me
not even slightly my problem
the people who cared to be here were
everyone who wasnt made their choices
if i dont even care to back them up
pictures from the years i spent alone?
who deserves to see them?
no one but me
who needs either honestly
truly
cos who needs it
i dont
not backed up?
who cares
whats on here
words & pictures?
just fucking deck this iphone in the face
is today the day i hit my phone with a hammer nostr:note1ym3el69kxxsa7kjsfyszqdtx2wn5fp9k704fvkkv6p6w6gp0p04sqwmu9z
