live long & prosper 🖖🙌✌️
shiny happy person 🌈🕊️
many laughs & smiles your way ✨
blessed are the peacemakers ❤️☮️
five hundred year old wish came true already
seeing you healthy & happy as an adult just one time & being able to give you a hug
you gave that to me 🌸
my miracle i got to have
it is enough
have so much fun at your summer yoga festivals
make so many new good friends
see so many cute fuzzy swan babies
have a blast as ever
you deserve it
all i ever wanted was to see you happy & well & i have for years
good. good for you.
im sure it wasnt easy.
all the certifications
all the training all the workshops
have so much fun at your summer yoga festivals
make so many new good friends
see so many cute fuzzy swan babies
have a blast as ever
you deserve it
all i ever wanted was to see you happy & well & i have for years
good. good for you.
im sure it wasnt easy.
all the certifications
all the training all the workshops
have so much fun at your summer yoga festivals
make so many new good friends
see so many cute fuzzy swan babies
have a blast as ever
you deserve it
all i ever wanted was to see you happy & well & i have for years
good. good for you.
im sure it wasnt easy.
all the certifications
all the training all the workshops
riddles for ages
& all a wash
what a good theme for springtime
weird
of you
to be so inconsistent
like, the bad dom part we do know
but that isnt a capital offense
there are bad doms everywhere
why say talk soon
why talk to me from inside your house
super weird
again, riddle for the ages
wild.
cant do anything but accept it
& i have.
did everything i could ever think to do & it did not matter.
whatever your no is
it is final in a way i cant comprehend
after you said talk soon
¯\_ (ツ)_/¯
teaching whoever arrives
except me
open to all except me
i take care of it
i climb it when im happy
ive cut off long dead branches
i scrubbed it clean with a dish
brush when it grew a little mold
i stretch using it
the tree yoga i invented for myself
cos apparently i wasnt allowed to learn yours
riddle for the fucking ages
i guess
who knows
who cares
that worthless
that meaningless
that beneath you
that beneath your grace
why?
& now i am copying notes
before even posting them
cos now worried they will get deleted before they exist
so thankyou
for that
just another thing
to carry
worthless
meaningless
absolutely so devoid
of worth even unable
to buy an online yoga class
even one time
who was treated that way?
i was.
gillian.
unable to learn the name of your snake when i asked on st patrick's day
the snake you loved
i asked her name why?
cos i wondered who took care of her when you went to south america
i was worried you had to give her away cos you loved her
worthless
meaningless
absolutely so devoid
of worth even unable
to buy an online yoga class
even one time
do ~not~ edit my shit
& then we can all read
how truly less than nothing at all i am
& we can all suffer that together
cos i will write a fucking essay on how worthless
i am if another fucking note disappears
where did this missing note go
where i said trust me i know im meaningless