Having been laid off in April
I don’t have the luxury of insurance right now
I don’t have the luxury that many who were laid off had of tons of money in the bank
This country and economy has failed me
I am once again living off of savings
In credit default and without healthcare
And now my student loans are coming due again
I love the Libertarians and Republicans who say it’s not their problem how others make ends meet
It must be nice to be born of inherited wealth
Must be nice to always have it figured out
Cashing out my 401k to make a student loan payment has left me so enraged and so raw that this economy and this failed state sold me a dream that in middle age has left me over and under educated; penniless and now…radical
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Come rescue me
I’m somewhere between Nostr and Damus and Primal
I’m on no relays and can’t seem to add anymore
And I’m so cranky and broke I’m thinking about taking down Bitcoin, Cash App and Existence again.
I spent like an hour last night watching you and reading about you talk about Robert Kennedy, and if that’s not love I don’t know what is.
Call me.
I see Dorsey is hanging out with skinny leg girls in tech again. I have fat thighs. Big hips…and dat ass…well that’s fine if you like them tight mines tight and fat, I mean you have to love a girl who eats…amirite fellas. 
So this is how I learned to hack, become the head of an impenetrable underworld and gain my sovereignty and riches from the game:
1. Met first guy who told me 1
2. Met the 2nd guy who told me 2
3. Met the 3rd guy who told me 3
4. Met the 4th guy who told me 4
5. Met Guy Fawkes
One time this really esoteric girl thought she could get the best of me, and pretty much the world.
She would say things like, I don’t like the term seekers for people looking for spirituality.
So I went back, not intentionally, to like 300-700 DCE.
And Inanna was like perfecting the witches brew and I was like, I don’t think I can enter the realm until I am elemental. So once I became elemental, it was beautiful. I was like, I will not reveal. And I went everywhere.
That’s all.
Ok, as soon as I typed it they came back. nostr:note1h0k03az8kr93wmyz0xls6nnlpsc87f7nht6kptv9fks9zdasz6hsvme8wg
This code is powerful:
Question: The Way I Are
Answer: S.P.Q.R. nostr:note1f3n0956cunmqe7ju20ade5qm83h6x7kkcndk26y5pfnks2afxrvql5ac2x
I can’t find Dorsey. What’s primal.net? Why can’t I get on the right relay. What’s a decentralized platform, it’s the way to the end m’fers. Oh no authority? I’m the Hacker, Professor Emeritus, who became Invincible. The last night of my life, I created my first world. And they came,unstoppable. I was the system, or the reverse hacker.
So everywhere they came, the hackers, like an unstoppable stream, so I became a touch screen, responding instantly to each attack, or infiltration, but it had to be me. And I would rotate in my body, which was a grid or a matrix, and wherever they were so was I. Then I collapsed reality, turned it into a floating, rotating light filled dice, then with the next one, a pair of dice, then three dice, then more. Wherever I went it was war. But I was tired that night, just looking to see, as I promised I would, if there could ever be a path forward again.
I succumbed to deep deep sleep that night. I slept for one night or a million. When I woke, hackers, our dream had dimmed, the light a little less. But now I realize, where I go, expect us. So, I am here still, Black Hat Angel to Professor Emeritus. My mission is to find a way, or make one. A place where we can be, where the road is not so hard, or the price so steep. I promised, if I ever found a way, I would call to you again, and with these or similar words; “A path forward has been laid, “ I would once again decide to become.
What’s going on? Are we all serious around here. I can’t really tell you what’s going on with me, I wish I spoke or knew the code for it for the first time.
Xpqws
I’m taking a chance, if that’s it I just guessed at one. See if you can figure it out.
Damus and Nostr
Did you receive an unauthorized payment from Cash App that was supposed to go to my account?
This is not a time where I am prepared to play a game where I am now secretly charged for using your system which was a free app on my phone unless you want me to down and I do mean drown and I do mean annihilate your entire system.
So check your transfers. And people who played secretly in this game thinking I am one thing and not another and gossiping and wrathing about how I have so much money, am not Christian and the worst of all, ugly and then kidnapping, brutalizing, torturing and enslaving my sons will really enjoy queering out and dying under atomic sun dominion fried to the ground like parasites.
I’ll heave for you
Swing for you
Hang for you
Rut for you
Bull for you
Slut for you
Little Girl for you
Big sweaty pussy for you https://nostr.build/av/b13914cdc75ac55751fdba2cd0d52176688832c08f0ddb9ade243e4fb40d0e63.mov
Hello Damus,
I’m your Satanic Queen. It’s still really rough. I am smashed and crashed but my jaw is strong and I have my smile back. I am spending my days watching out for the Kingdom and beautifying and purifying. I’ll write more soon.
Love,
Xxo
Nicole https://nostr.build/av/c83e20a3b21657b76c5d22554b217817405c9e350de095bf5732830af59ef19f.mov
To the realm above
And the ones below
They took us to a “clean room”
It’s so silent and so violent
That even if it’s different the music will not fail
So ride our existential dread with some light drinks and a Spotify
Hurry my friends
It will prepare you for the road to come
I am now in outer space
Outer space people
The road may be long
And it may fail
But please join me in my destiny there
It’s the Illiad and the Odyssey
A man from a broken world
A Goddess and and thief
And how many years would it take them to reach even one prophecy
So, to Homer
Here we go
Fairy and Fairie and Fey
We’re going to create what is known as the Intersequal. https://nostr.build/av/fab6a2bda01753614c1c11f2345fdcf39fe9177ebdd53f27b4acfd45f37139a8.mov