I thought I’d leave one last message on Damus app. I am not sure what Nost is yet, it is advertised as a decentralized protocol and Damus is an app it connects with. I hope I don’t have to find out that is a “code” for what I am hearing on the backside may happen. I have been keeping a weird tally of exchange wallets and upload tabulations for crypto that is not translatable to the transfer. So to the unexpressed longing that I sense around this app..if Nostr doesn’t know Damus, we do. It’s written in history as prophecy. So, think clearly, because I have expressly stated that I’m not Lady Godiva. I’m going to let you take some time to understand what I am trying to say. Then I’ll delete my account. So if you don’t want that, you may want to limit the confusion of even the smallest decision.
I haven’t said much on here since the price is so high. So I think I’ll deactivate and delete my account on here. I mean, playing games with my head and playing games with my life have met. To the winners we raise a glass and say here here. To the losers we just roll on.
Joy and Happiness and Enjoying Life is a gift that was elusive to me. I spent the first part of life in criticism and avoidance. Now at 46 years old, I have reached old age. In old age sometimes what seemed unenjoyable becomes beautiful, sustaining and fulfilling. I spend hours a day, living. First time in life I’ve ever spent hours a day, living; just enjoying myself and life. My hope is I can live the same way with others.
Let’s find him and ask him how he did it.
We, The Boomers appreciate your patience in teaching us your antiquated ways. We will try not to be too cool, fashionable and radical for you kiddos. We love what you’ve done to the scene. Truly though, if you are willing to show us we are willing to learn from you. And we are here too, so if you want to learn from our kind too, we will show you our ways.
With love,
Nicole
Wanted: Dead or Alive
In language, poetry and prose I present my thoughts, beliefs, hopes, lies, decisions, dreams, style, imagery, icons and iconography, value, worth, fear, salvation Damnation, neither, either, other, opposite, positive, awkwardness, cuteness, triumph, exclusiveness, allusiveness and hilarity to myself and to others so that we can thrive if we have to survive and not survive what we must surrender.
With Love,
Nicole https://nostr.build/av/f1331e50d125128fbad45de0c299b9454b34588649ea6bcdd84672a25600fb3e.mov
Hi Damus and Nostr,
I was called by the forces of nature to write to you about what I’ve been doing since I was last on here. I’ve been doing my work. I am with and surrounded by all the Pantheons. I am entertaining and important, valuable and worthy to them. How I am valuable to them is debatable but why I am is evident to me. I am powerful, beautiful and a force of awakening, enlightenment and value in an intellectual and physical environment of mental blocks and surrealist notions, repetitive and downward spiraling nothingness and lack of meaningful stimulation.
At this moment and for the future I am handling myself with grace, style and poise, relying on fashion, hair and skin and body care, makeup and accessories to hold me up while I present myself to myself so I can die in life or live to die with my truth self evident.
Epitaph:
I’m a bullet with butterfly wings
And despite all my rage I’m still just a rat in a cage. https://nostr.build/av/e689f997ef85bbc4dfa702f51ba24f504b225684bd2a270c5382b3dc116f67ec.mov
So here is me stuffing a big fat burrito in my mouth
Cash App me and I’ll make a longer one and put only fans to shame https://nostr.build/av/c38a8e458110fa7918dc5db8429fcbaf35facd3eba08e4fcf9152157b09ae90c.mov
So I applied for a part time retail job yesterday. After 3 months of unemployment in the slowest job market I’ve seen in my life, my college degree sits collecting dust and my student loans are coming due for repayment next month. After cashing in my 401k and blowing through my savings after two consecutive lay offs, I am more than pissed off. So to the Republicans, Conservatives, Libertarians and The Supreme Court of the United States who thought it was so catastrophically socialist to allow the government to pay off a portion of my high interest rate student loans for my overpriced college tuition that has literally gotten me NO WHERE professionally I am going to repay you big time. Ever lost an independent voter to the Libs conservatives? Ever pissed off a powerful woman with lots of connections who even broke and unemployed can sway an election. Well welcome to Hacker Code. Your entitled, anal retentive and ignorant ideological position on just what it means for me to not have to repay my tuition will cost each one who had a hand at this decision. I may not have money but I’m a merciless adversary with more dirt on Republican and Libertarian donors than a secure drop can detail. So say hello, to the other side of life. We worked our whole lives doing all we were supposed to do only to end up with nothing, and that blood is on your hands. So we may not have much, but we always have guns.
So I didn’t realize, when I was in a -999F climate at the end of my rope…listening to hallucinogenic music because they’d pulled all the music copyrights and even Taylor Swift couldn’t save it, that I posted a video of my ass on here. I guess I was just like, well who cares brethren…I don’t know what world you techies live in but for those of us not in an ivory tower…things are wicked. So I’m glad, I did it. I’m super happy it’s there forever. I have no regrets in this life. So now forever I have pictures of my kids and a pic of my ass on the same timeline and to make it even better I told my oldest about this account. So to all my fans from your favorite playgirl when you trip on your own shit just keep rolling. You know what I mean?
