Joy and Happiness and Enjoying Life is a gift that was elusive to me. I spent the first part of life in criticism and avoidance. Now at 46 years old, I have reached old age. In old age sometimes what seemed unenjoyable becomes beautiful, sustaining and fulfilling. I spend hours a day, living. First time in life I’ve ever spent hours a day, living; just enjoying myself and life. My hope is I can live the same way with others.