You’re trying to comfort me.
Why am I even in this platforms 😡😭
You’re not trying to comfort me because you care
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I say this because my previous “manager guy” kinda maybe sorta looked like Jack .
Which bothered me.
I don’t even know Jack which brings me back to why I’m on this platform at all.
I don’t bitcoin
I don’t fit in
I’m not even trying to do anything anymore.
He looked like Jack maybe sorta kinda &
I can’t believe some people live that other side of the money divide.
Why I am here?
No one needs me help & there’s nothing here I can to do help myself.
I never settled anyway 😎
Happy Sunday 👉🌸👈
Confetti is Cool.
Gunshots are not.
#merica !
Because I can be honest here in my rare seclusion?
It’s just been a terribly sad sad week.
Exhausting & Sad & today I saw my best friend’s mom but couldn’t bring myself to say hello & I couldn’t be more sad about this. I said hello to EVERYONE else because “ $ “ but I couldn’t say hello to her today because I’m not alright & how do you “hi how are you” to someone you love without breaking down & crying your face off?
I’m not alright… I never really was but this week was just the tops :.( . I don’t even want to boss up :,,,,,( I just wanted to survive.
Few people. There’s a handful of really good people I know & have known & would love talking to again.
But otherwise,
Just take my stupid voice,
It’s insignificant & worthless & an intruding on my serenity.
I’m not social. I can function well as a social professional,
But I’m not social as an individual.
I’d rather speak to no one ever again,
If possible.
Especially among groups of people I don’t belong among. 😣
#goodFriday is a #hardday.
Jesus died. Hell on Earth Is potentially real for the many.
It’s ok to be sad today.
It’s alright to be sad whenever but do NOT let it dwell inside you 🌸🌟
I’m sad.
Might be sad tomorrow,
Idk. I just don’t know anything anymore, nor did I know anything ever before. Now I just know I know nothing with that sadness lingering instead of that optimism beaming.
🕯️👗🌸🕊️ Thursday!
🩰👗👒
.. I’m feeling so overwhelmed. I was most certainly social af
Too much
But it’s all good
Mostly sorta
Except for the part where I’m an absolute & complete failure & It’s “fine” 🥺🥹
It’s going so well ! 😍 scary, hard, but good AF & I’m the thankful 🌸✝️🌎💯
After 37 years of under appreciated struggles & falsely optimistic heartbreak,
I took custody of myself.
Thnx for Lqqking
ICQ 👀💞✨📝🎀 🥺🥳 🕊️🤌
Professional me can be social butterfly af .
Actually “street clothes” me is a big failure at the social.
In the life
On the media ..
I’ve been a homebody.
My social didn’t involve the outside 🥹 & now I’m outside on the real life again after a long time & everything is changed kinda, or I’m changed, idk!
🪟 I like this seclusion we sorta kinda share theoretically 🌷
Someone said “make media social again “
… & I felt that.
But as an introvert i choose not to like it, for fear of being considered socially involved 👽 I’m really not the best fit for 2023 but ok 🌱 we grow 😊⛵️
I think this is a WONDERFUL place to feel invisible 😊💬 you know how much I 𝓝𝓮𝓮𝓭 that in my life 💕🪬
It’s a beautiful day to have a beautiful day. 🌸🕊️
🔭🌸🌷🎀🪴 happy spring ✨☕️
“You deserve to be somewhere that brings out the softness in you, not the survival in you”
& I felt that way too much .
🍀👽 nahhhhhh ⚔️⚡️☔️