I struggled with this for a while @HODL
I was an atheist / agnostic before I was very close to dying in 2015. I spent 7 days unconscious at the hospital. I didnât have a ânear death experienceâ hallucinations of the after life etc. Just darkness / nothingness. This is what I believe âhellâ is, literal oblivion, itâs terrifying but it also brought extreme clarity that our actions in life matter and I connected with something that is not of this world while I was there.
After I came back and since then I can tell you without a doubt in my mind. 1000% certainty, God / Christ is real, It all happened, itâs all true, heaven is real, good is real, evil is real, the soul is real, being a good person is important, honesty / truth is important, integrity is import. Even when no one is looking.
Sometimes youâll be hated for doing the right thing but things weâll always end up working in your favor at the end. Itâs like a cheat code to life to follow the ânarrow pathâ.
He will always have your back and he hasnât let me down once even in the darkest times youâll see that it was for a reason at the end.
What you do in the mortal realm is what youâll be judged for when itâs all over. Cannot explain it or show proof but I know it to be true in my core.
Also, once you feel it. It cannot be unfelt, itâs so obvious in your face but thatâs the hardest part for most people because all the things you use to determine truth in the flesh (vision, hearing, logic) doesnât apply. Itâs a matter of the heart only and itâs extremely personal. You can be shown the door but only you can open it.
All that being said I donât push my beliefs to anybody or try to convert people. Nor do I care what they do with their personal lives. I know if I do good, good things will happen to me and when I die (hopefully a long time from now) I will be alright. I do not fear death, itâs become clear to me that itâs a feature of being human, not a bug. Those who do evil or justify things in the name of God are larps because itâs extremely personal and only within you
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