‘what decides the outcome of a war is politics, not the situation on the battlefield’
this is not philosophical opinion, but was actual experienced
when i don't have the same experience as someone else, i substitute what i can imagine
it's not perfect, but i can trace it
i was asked by the government to build a breakwater, and i carried it out
but the government changed its mind and i had to abandon it midway
once it was completed, people would have been able to live in a safe place
the persona like the opera fan who sympathizes with people who have suffered misfortune is gone
and things are no longer like a drama
what i had done and the future are not connected
my hope is sealed and feelings of helplessness remain here, frozen, forever
it’s heartbreaking for anyone to have the bricks they have stacked collapse by something they cannot control
i think utilizing what i have learned through these processes can save me
although i cannot understand it precisely, i will try to to see things from the perspective of the people involved rather than the audience
then i realize “hypocritical justice that is guided by simple diagrams" that i once had is foolish
i got new viewpoint
what can i do in the time i have?
my feelings cannot be captured in any words
how can i make you know?
pain i had been pretending not to notice,
you wiped away it from my bosom
now i can smile
i know that when i cried, you were with me
because of you, i am not alone
so i can be strong, i am not afraid
time softens us, takes away the pain, and the sunlight gently shines on us
you don't have to explain yourself
don't force yourself to laugh
if you need me, you can always count on me
if you are tired, i will carry your weight
no matter how strong you are,
there are times when you feel like you cannot hold on
door that is too heavy for alone will start to open again if we stand together
you are not alone, i am on your side
because i need your smile
sometimes we humans hurt each other, we each holding different flags
even so we live our lives while creating our own stories
so keep on walking your story
「生きたまま腸に届く」
怖いね
何かに丸呑みされて、胃酸的なものに溶かされる苦痛に腸に届くまで苛まれ続けて、
その後どうなるんやろ
活きのいいうんち?
だとしたら大事なのは、自分を食べた生物がどんなスタイルでうんちするかだ
もし戦争になったら
推し活とかあるのかなあ
好きな兵士のポスターを部屋に飾ったり、グループのロゴみたいなのを身に付けたり
キラキラの団扇で応援
誕生日には想いを込めた銃弾をプレゼント
推しが乗る戦車だか飛行機だか航空空母かなんかの縮小モデルがリビングを埋めて自分は隅っこにいる
他になんだろう
敵国の兵士を推している人同士が喧嘩になる
過熱して市街地で激しい戦闘が起きる
各国の兵が停戦の上協力して鎮圧に当たったが争いの火は未だに燻っている
to murder Asians can inflict fear on Asian Americans and create hatred among Asians towards the United States
such murders would have fewer nasty by-products for operators if they were committed by whites rather than blacks
心配だけど、こんな事言ってたらきみ悪がられるだろうなあ
no one can read another's mind, if a crowd has not established its own mind, it will move in a predictable way, like the pieces in a game of chess
On a platform, people who would never even exchange greetings in real life live together, and as expected, people who live in different classes do not even exchange greetings
今日は確かmarine day
腕立て伏せ5回ぐらいやってみようかな
セーラームーンと海上自衛隊を分類するなら彼らはnavyになるのかな
marine いないね
自衛業だからしょうがないね
しばしば金属が焦げる様な臭いがする。それは場所に依らないで大体はPCで作業をしている時なので「PCはこんな臭いを出すけど今までは気付いて無かった」ということにした
でもPCなしでもその臭いがするし、探しても発生源がわからないので、鼻の中の血の臭いとかか、
それか、臭いの存在自体が疑わしい
機器もないしわからないな
女性は
自分が気持ち悪いと思う男性が出産や結婚について言及しているとそれらに否定的になり、好ましいと思う男性が言及すると肯定感を持つ
気持ち悪い男性が「おっぱい おっぱい」と言っているのは死ぬほど気持ち悪いが、好きな男性には多少は興味を持ってもらいたい
たぶん世の中ってこんな感じ
