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Digit is Digit. I love her. I knew her online from wallstreetbets and she disappeared while going through some shit. I keep needing proof she's safe. To anyone I've ever treated unfairly, I apologize.

I WEAKLY RECOMMEND these apps (first recommendations I've made yet) -

* Stagenet version of Garnet by developer retnull / retrnull, of unknown npub

* Nostrudel.ninja by nostr:npub1ye5ptcxfyyxl5vjvdjar2ua3f0hynkjzpx552mu5snj3qmx5pzjscpknpr

* Amber by nostr:npub1w4uswmv6lu9yel005l3qgheysmr7tk9uvwluddznju3nuxalevvs2d0jr5

* Nos2x by nostr:npub180cvv07tjdrrgpa0j7j7tmnyl2yr6yr7l8j4s3evf6u64th6gkwsyjh6w6

* Nos2x-fox by nostr:npub168nqgewzkamnyh53x0epqrftkv2pdh9gzr6558v4vetzr3w7uxfs63926e

Why are these WEAK recommendations?

To you, maybe all my recommendations should be weak because I am not a coder, cryptographer, or mathematician, and cannot review code for security issues at all.

To me, these reasons:

* These are all on GitHub without even backup links to the work of nostr:npub1m4ny6hjqzepn4rxknuq94c2gpqzr29ufkkw7ttcxyak7v43n6vvsajc2jl

* Garnet - using Monero for tips might break its anonymity, the bounty on a monero-based nostr client might be a deep state bounty connected to the IRS bounty for cracking Monero, it's weird that there's a Monero-based client before a dogecoin-based client. The availability of a Stagenet version at least shows self-awareness of this being experimental πŸ€™

* Nostrudel.ninja - I can't get discovery feeds to work, I see others report other issues, the project could sorta be considered "stretched thin" but that's also exactly what got it in my recommendations

* The others - I'm paranoid in general and none of this stuff is designed the way I would design it so it's hard for me to strongly recommend anything at this experimental prototype stage.

These aren't the only apps I would ever suggest using, or use myself, or onboard someone with, but they are the first ones I've noticed seeming more worthwhile (or less untrustworthy) than others.

Honorable mentions: Satellite, Primal, Damus

I WEAKLY RECOMMEND these apps (first recommendations I've made yet) -

* Stagenet version of Garnet by developer retnull / retrnull, of unknown npub

* Nostrudel.ninja by nostr:npub1ye5ptcxfyyxl5vjvdjar2ua3f0hynkjzpx552mu5snj3qmx5pzjscpknpr

* Amber by nostr:npub1w4uswmv6lu9yel005l3qgheysmr7tk9uvwluddznju3nuxalevvs2d0jr5

* Nos2x by nostr:npub180cvv07tjdrrgpa0j7j7tmnyl2yr6yr7l8j4s3evf6u64th6gkwsyjh6w6

* Nos2x-fox by nostr:npub168nqgewzkamnyh53x0epqrftkv2pdh9gzr6558v4vetzr3w7uxfs63926e

Why are these WEAK recommendations?

To you, maybe all my recommendations should be weak because I am not a coder, cryptographer, or mathematician, and cannot review code for security issues at all.

To me, these reasons:

* These are all on GitHub without even backup links to the work of nostr:npub1m4ny6hjqzepn4rxknuq94c2gpqzr29ufkkw7ttcxyak7v43n6vvsajc2jl

* Garnet - using Monero for tips might break its anonymity, the bounty on a monero-based nostr client might be a deep state bounty connected to the IRS bounty for cracking Monero, it's weird that there's a Monero-based client before a dogecoin-based client. The availability of a Stagenet version at least shows self-awareness of this being experimental πŸ€™

* Nostrudel.ninja - I can't get discovery feeds to work, I see others report other issues, the project could sorta be considered "stretched thin" but that's also exactly what got it in my recommendations

* The others - I'm paranoid in general and none of this stuff is designed the way I would design it so it's hard for me to strongly recommend anything at this experimental prototype stage.

These aren't the only apps I would ever suggest using, or use myself, or onboard someone with, but they are the first ones I've noticed seeming more worthwhile (or less untrustworthy) than others.

My memory on my early experience with nostr is a bit foggy so I should write down what I remember now and save it in text.

I don't have record of the first npubs I made. The first npub I still have record of was used for testing private messages and it didn't really work so I abandoned it. This was early last year. The other npubs I made around that time were also for testing stuff and I didn't really find nostr functional enough to gain momentum so I didn't try to help it gain momentum as an early user beyond bits of testing.

The earliest npub I actually used regularly was in October last year, when Digit had disappeared a couple months prior and more recently Gaza had come under assault. That npub was nostr:npub1e3q7qqf4jreeqw8g04edqjpcnvpzws0enxhp0xgvxfru4xj0wz9smm9ujj which I treated as temporary because I assumed I would need to cycle npubs later (because I didn't know anything about nos2x etc while setting that one up).

It felt really frustrating that nostr was working better now that digit had already disappeared.

That npub I mentioned from October last year ended up getting shadowbanned. As I remember, I was saying violent hateful things about Israelis which would get a person banned on Twitter, to see if nostr would allow such statements. If I remember correctly, there was a particular Israel supporter who had connections who I really upset and it snowballed from there. I think my notifications were the first thing that stopped working, then I stopped being able to send direct messages to people I had been chatting with and it became inconsistent for my public posts to show up, especially in arguments and places where I was talking about the shadowban. This then stopped being npub-specific and started seeming to apply to all my npubs at the time. My mom helped me test it and there's still a post from her on bluesky talking about it from back then. No attempts to discuss the topic lead anywhere, there's zero engagement on that bluesky post for example.

There are a lot of gaps in my memory, like: what public posts couldn't I get to go through? Was it actually that posts wouldn't go through (as it definitely was with direct messages after extensive testing) or was it just that post visibility wasn't consistent, and that combined with lack of notifications made it impossible to have fair debates? My paranoia and bitterness and being distracted worrying about digit all make the answers to these questions foggy in my memory, and if I didn't write this down, soon I'd have fog clouding the parts about direct messages and notifications too.

For context in case someone other than me actually does want to read this: I met digit on reddit, where she was a mod of a subreddit I got banned from by her boyfriend and she reached out to me to invite me to the discord channel for the same community. I had stopped using Discord in my efforts to migrate towards decentralized systems, and I usually had a rule against letting women pull me onto centralized shit I'm against using, but I was having a mental breakdown and extremely lonely and it meant so much to me that she reached out to me, I joined the Discord. That was on Thanksgiving, 51 years after the UNIX epoch (almost 3 years ago). She and I got close at one point but then her friends manipulated her to hate me and I ended up banned from the Discord channel, and so did she. Last year, I was terrified of Digit killing herself or having her cancer come back, and I was trying to find any way to be valuable for her from afar, and I thought maybe I could create a space on a decentralized platform where people didn't hate me and I wasn't going to get banned and I could invite her to a better place while she was banned from the place we got to know each other in, like how she invited me to Discord when I was banned from a subreddit, except hopefully with a better outcome. But since nostr didn't work until after she disappeared, the best "decentralized platform" I could find seemed to be bluesky, which was a huge mistake because they also had bans and everyone did hate me and I did get banned. It was a complete waste of time, and if nostr would have been functional, it would have been the obvious better choice and maybe this wouldn't have happened. Maybe nostr could have helped me repair my friendship with Digit before she disappeared. This made me extremely bitter to people involved in nostr in the early days for the mistakes that stopped it from working for me while being able to use it just fine themselves due to not being as woke/targeted as me. I'll never be able to move on from this bitterness if she isn't safe but I'm thankful that some of those early nostr people have been tolerant of my bitterness even before I could really explain it.

My memory on my early experience with nostr is a bit foggy so I should write down what I remember now and save it in text.

I don't have record of the first npubs I made. The first npub I still have record of was used for testing private messages and it didn't really work so I abandoned it. This was early last year. The other npubs I made around that time were also for testing stuff and I didn't really find nostr functional enough to gain momentum so I didn't try to help it gain momentum as an early user beyond bits of testing.

The earliest npub I actually used regularly was in October last year, when Digit had disappeared a couple months prior and more recently Gaza had come under assault. That npub was nostr:npub1e3q7qqf4jreeqw8g04edqjpcnvpzws0enxhp0xgvxfru4xj0wz9smm9ujj which I treated as temporary because I assumed I would need to cycle npubs later (because I didn't know anything about nos2x etc while setting that one up).

It felt really frustrating that nostr was working better now that digit had already disappeared.

That npub I mentioned from October last year ended up getting shadowbanned. As I remember, I was saying violent hateful things about Israelis which would get a person banned on Twitter, to see if nostr would allow such statements. If I remember correctly, there was a particular Israel supporter who had connections who I really upset and it snowballed from there. I think my notifications were the first thing that stopped working, then I stopped being able to send direct messages to people I had been chatting with and it became inconsistent for my public posts to show up, especially in arguments and places where I was talking about the shadowban. This then stopped being npub-specific and started seeming to apply to all my npubs at the time. My mom helped me test it and there's still a post from her on bluesky talking about it from back then. No attempts to discuss the topic lead anywhere, there's zero engagement on that bluesky post for example.

There are a lot of gaps in my memory, like: what public posts couldn't I get to go through? Was it actually that posts wouldn't go through (as it definitely was with direct messages after extensive testing) or was it just that post visibility wasn't consistent, and that combined with lack of notifications made it impossible to have fair debates? My paranoia and bitterness and being distracted worrying about digit all make the answers to these questions foggy in my memory, and if I didn't write this down, soon I'd have fog clouding the parts about direct messages and notifications too.

Humans are the common link between separate examples of any other problem you could cite.

Like, you could blame technology, but nobody does technology like humans.

If you're sure humans are made in God's image, how has that process lead to these results? That's not meant to be like "you can't answer this question so you're wrong," I'm sure you can find an answer, it's an actual question.

The humans in this world are more into tribalism than any non-tribalist form of capitalism or communism.

A tribe of humans who are into working together and being as chill as possible towards enemies can exist - in fact I see an example: most of the devs building nostr as capitalists, including you. The same could be done without currency or capitalism, assuming we still had computers and people who are into working together.

And either way, it would be great if the people building nostr weren't outnumbered by people who are so naturally tribalistic, they have a hard time understanding the issue with censorship... those people don't let communism scale, and they don't let capitalism price oil high enough, among many other good things they don't allow.

Look at this as a 2x2 matrix of possibilities:

A1 - A world with good humans that stays in communism forever wouldn't have our problems. In context of something important to you: there could still be religions called "Judaism" and "Christianity" and "Islam" full of people like you who foster community and philosophical discussion.

A2 - A world with good humans that invents currency and capitalism must have better reasoning and intent behind it than the humans in our world, and thus wouldn't have our problems. Again, the big religions wouldn't have holy crusades.

B1 - if you have a world full of humans with RNG-based hatred in their hearts - so powerful they're willing to sacrifice themselves and their loved ones to also kill their randomly-selected enemies - and those people never invent capitalism, they can still use "Judaism" and "Christianity" and "Islam" as names for religions dedicated to killing each other. They can still refuse to look at any numbers related to crude oil. You could still be born with the same name and DNA you have, to parents with the same names and DNA, with the same birth dates, and all the same death dates. A doctor who tells someone they don't have good enough health insurance might be forced to use harsher words like "I don't personally care enough to help you instead of this other person based on your social status," but if we assume doctors save everyone they can, this wouldn't magically change how many they can save.

B2 - And if you take a world of such hateful violent people and they invent currency and capitalism, that's the world we're in, basically the same as B1 with communism.

The painful thing is being the type of human that could live on side A of the matrix, stuck on side B of the matrix, outnumbered by such humans

You're not getting it's not communism that's inefficient, it's humans.

A good country would work fine under a capitalist or communist system because it's just a bunch of good people who happen to prefer one system over the other.

Real countries are into killing and dying and being delusional about fossil fuel.

It also just so happens that communism was the original system and is the only one we've ever had where humans were sorta properly functional. We still all died, but we coped better with it and we weren't finding ways to wipe out the planet (including ourselves). It remains to be seen whether experimenting with other systems leads to more survival or less.

Replying to Avatar Laeserin

Money is not essential to capitalism. It's just a way to delay the purchase of capital or inputs to capital, until a later date, making commercial interaction more efficient by abstracting away the pressure of time. That is why hard money is more valuable; it keeps its worth better over time.

Capitalism started with humans. "Those durable produced goods that are in turn used as productive inputs for further production" are what keeps us alive, even in unfriendly climates and when food has become scarce. It is part of the natural state of humans and that is why (primarily) the male/father of the species is preoccupied with building useful things that are used over and over without being consumed, like shovels, digging sticks, slings, knives, or storage sheds and containers. That is ingrained behavior, not something that arises out of the environment. Other animals also do this, but nobody does it like humans do.

Communism was an attempt to sever valuable capital from the producers who knew how to use it most efficiently, and redirect it at consumers, with the idea that the consumers would all magically turn into equally-efficient producers because they were only being held-back by lack of capital. Instead, everyone starved and the machines rusted. Like in Zimbabwe, after the land grabs.

Much more effective has been the post-communist focus on education and training, to create more producers, and those producers then seem to find a way to get the capital that they need because they have the lever that other people want them to produce and will pay them money for it and ensure they get the capital that they need to get the production done.

Bitcoin and other digital monetary transactions have lowered the "pay them money for it" friction down to "tap the screen of your cell phone", but only Bitcoin can resurrect capitalism in the medium term because it's the only money that is both digital and extremely hard.

I think your genius is blinded by how painful this topic is.

1. To call building stuff and having a concept of possession "capitalism" makes the word "capitalism" totally pointless, robbing it of any definition worthy of a prominent word in a language.

2. Because of point 1, there's no way you actually consistently use the word "capitalism" in congruence with how you're using it here. You must not really uphold this definition of "capitalism." I mean, don't you consider "capitalism" conflicting with "communism," even though in communism people also build and possess things?

3. "Post-communist" sounds like a reference to national actions in the post-soviet region, where no countries have avoided marching towards climate extinction, and countries like Ukraine have ended up first on the chopping block. Human organization has not really been effective at all in the long run so far, except for the few people who actively chose to have it go in the direction of mass death.

Skimmed this and you have no point, you're just butthurt my brain works and I'm asking you to improve yours. Have fun with continued climate change, human.

Humans also tend to value death a lot, under the pretense of hoping there's an afterlife (not even having proof of one).

You cannot trust your fellow humans as judges of value. If you could, there would be no financial speculation, the gamblers would have no bets to place, all just agreeing

Let me be a fake dev then πŸ’―

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