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Look, I get it, Sinatra is basically the coolest cat to have ever existed. But his FBI mugshot in any of your decor or as a tattoo or ANYTHING is the real bad kind of cringe. Opposite of ring-a-ding-ding, pally. Y'all think you're sooooo edgey and it's just... fucking POSTURING.

Not impressed with Renee Rapp's "get a job" remarks. SOME OF US ARE DISABLED, RENEE.

Anyone with the name Renee is a POS anyway, Fleming excluded.

"Ravenin' Heart"

[DEMO because I finally finished the 🤬🤬🤬 bridge after 4+ years]

https://youtu.be/RKnSqx1iXc4

#singersongwriter #powerballad #classicalsoprano #oldpiano #pianoballad #originalsong #newmusic #indiemusic #originalmusic #vocalist #actuallyautistic #autisticcreatives #audhd #diva #heartbreak

Nobody fucking cares. Just let me die.

HE WROTE A SONG FOR HER AND PLAYED IT IN FRONT OF ***EVERYONE*** WHILE I WAS THERE, SITTING BEHIND HER, AS HE MADE BEDROOM EYES AT HER.

It's been four years and it doesn't hurt a bit less.

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Puzzle #11

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Hey #actuallyautistic nostr:npub10v4vhs3yx0g5lyw7wjn3arkqdazna5v7p237m79wc9lk6d5r72lsnls27h -- is there an agreed upon hashtag for musicians / creatives / artists?

It's probably a good thing that I'm too fucking lazy to put my affairs in order so I can neatly kill myself. But god damn, I am so sick of this stupid stupid miserable life.

Pardon the self-promotion, but... new song up on my "eff it, music should be free" website.

http://harriehq.neocities.org

& on YouTube bc watching the view count go up gives me dopamine. 🙃❤️

https://youtu.be/K0gunwJphPU

#prairiegothic #midwestgothic #folksinger #actuallyautistic #audhdmusician https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/4b9f970e72afcc4dca6f08295a29f31fcdc0d07d6523ae425a7debaebaf1692a.webp

I really need to come to terms with the fact that no one is ever going to understand me and not only will I spend the rest of my life alone, I will be actively ostracized.

Within my lifetime, I think my favorite year for media, at least music and probably movies/TV, was 2010 (hon. mention to '09 and '11). What's yours?

Recorded a thing. Love playing with the TC Helicon Voice live Touch.

#folkmusic #folksinger #indiemusic #musicians #vocalharmonies #diy #music #soprano

https://youtu.be/K0gunwJphPU?si=cLNGExFpoxHo1AzV

This is practically Mother Goose or "Wynken, Blynken, and Nod" compared to present-day news. May Trump enjoy the same fate as Louis XVI.

#currentlyreading #amreading #frenchrevolution #politics #alalanterne https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/8086853eb6c54b1f3a7205f54f5f107816d01dc4bacf995412f923d9666ad9bd/153d0dbfdf5e2186d8b7c16afba826d73c102858cdba58a66af1c589ff323bdd.webp

You know what I'm actually afraid to do now? Google any creative ideas to see if it's been done before, in case the #AI scrapers gobble it up. I know, I know. There are much safer & just as easy ways to search... but the fact I even have to account for that possibility is sad and scary.

#technology #machinelearning #llm #chatgpt #aiistheft

I reject the premise that given the right circumstances every human would be basically good and kind and decent. SOME PEOPLE JUST SUCK.

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Puzzle #10

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How do you EXPLAIN to people -- hi I'm neurodivergent and what you think is a little joke feels like horrific bullying to me CAN YOU PLEASE FUCKING STOP?!

I'm so burned out and I don't know how to exist in this world as a disabled person.

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Literally physically falling apart due to burnout. And there's no reprieve in sight.