You had your fun, now it’s time to let go. Be water, my friend

I take blue pills to stay hard, is it a shame? No, it’s not. It feels good

纵欲过度原来是这个感觉（还挺棒的）。我是因为找不到内心的真实情感追求在试图代偿，还是真的喜欢啊？

If I really do have cancer, maybe it’s a relief. Why me? Well.

For I can’t even fucking remember how long, I felt sexually contented. This is fucking weird. Am I getting old, or she’s too good

Watching the Harrison dude eating in the Ned. I do miss eating there with you Sophia

Just look into the mirror for yourself, what the fuck do you have to offer? You don’t deserve those savoury bites, you’re fucking loser

Isn’t this the best outcome? A way out of this situationship, no need to make up stupid excuses why I couldn’t spend the night, also saves the 💰 for hospitality, 💰 that I don’t have. In whichever way this is the best outcome, almost like as if she knew. So why the fuck to feel upset? Did I take it real? Maybe I just can’t handle rejection correctly, fuck my emotions

Didn’t know I’d be so much prone to emotions. Turning to B side, I really had nothing to offer. This saga of accepting kindness without giving back has to end, at some point, sooner or later. Life is so much the same, it’s just when it comes to saying farewell, it’s always hard. I wish that I could say that, I have had a wonderful life /

Dreamy dreams had stayed in radio silence for days and she demonstrated to have come to my town. What do I do?

Oh wow, what the fuck is happening here

I crawled over the finishing line, 2 mins before the gate close. Both my legs crumped like fuck, every step was a pain, didn’t want to give up. Just keep the pace and finish, already late so don’t worry about the actual result, just focus on every step, even if it’s fucking painful

Mom being temperamental about money was sad, and it shocked me, whether to continue or not

I don’t want to be poor, but if I have to be, no I don’t have to

I have to check the price before calling a cab, and picked the cheapest one. Fuck me

怎么才能不那么致郁

I’ve lost interests in fucking, geez. 逆境果然让人成长

「愿你你一切都好，都顺利」

我不怕死，我也不怕我死之后没人照顾我爸妈。号练废了，删档重玩

再也回不到2015年那个夏天了