Start to like it here. Everyone’s kind and gentle🥺no one’s rush to show u something or sell u something
Feel safe and calm and joy sharing everything here🫂🫂
But beautiful clothes just can bring me a good mood🥹🥹🥰🥰 
Make a dentist appointment but it turns out I made the wrong department. A bit upset because u really wanna get this thing done today. In addition to the crazy hot weather I didn’t feel that cool so rush to Tim’s to grab an iced coffee.
Still can’t take care of everything still can’t remain chill in all kinds of situations
Try try try to enjoy 
'Between stimulus and response there's a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom.'
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will try to find out if I could make it nostr:note1t8fmx8lev477wpmxsh56hlkfgzpa9zjk2473qalxun5y82fs772qtpkd0z
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Always feel calm when I was far away from the crowds. Flame or other outside complements couldn’t give me the happiness I want. My happiness could only comes from myself, comes from the deep inside of me.
Knowing and being around people could only consume the limited band of my mind.
No worries, no right and wrong, you just live the way you like.
Not sure why, when my colleagues asking about my private life like where I live what I do off work, I could feel a bit offended.
Will it harm me? Physically no, but I don’t know why, I just wanna hide from them. Job is only a small part of my life and at least for now, I didn’t choose my coworkers and they are not my friends. I can share what I want to share with them but if I detect someone trying to cross the border and know me more, I would retrieve.
9h sleep is really a blessing 🥹🥹
Yesterday found a bug in my delivered product. Although not all my faults but still struggling because if I can be more careful it may not occur. And if it happened suddenly I kind of nervous and keep consulting my colleagues about how to fix it, which if I take time, I could find out myself. So didn’t feel quite easy last night, even couldn’t fall deep sleep.
Today kind of remove all the error and found it not a big deal from my colleagues.
Can’t still control myself and remain calm when emergency happened. Can’t still full concentrate on what I’m doing.
After lunch, I was intending to get a yogurt or something. And on my way to the supermarket I saw my colleague with a cup of coffee. I open the app and found manner has a new cup, although I didn’t really like flavor but because of the cute giveaway I still want to order.
And now, I had my giveaway and don’t know what to do with it. Also, the coffee tastes too sweet😅
Never get A because of B, no matter how appealing B is. You want A, you get A. You want B, you get B. 
Try to leave all the goals all the self achievement on one side. Try to enjoy the moment enjoy the process itself. And see where it takes you to.
Keep eating super light the last two weeks.
Oat breakfast salad lunch and maybe some more snacks in between. Sometimes would feel quite hungry in the late night and naturally wake up with a empty stomach in two mornings. But so far, I feel good.
This noon after eating a salad in family, I grabbed a few guandongzhu. And now, I can still feel the strong flavor of it. Not very good.
Guess should try to keep this light diet. Maybe deliberately avoid sugar and overcooking food.
DONT HAVE ANY EXPECTATIONS FOR OTHERS❗️❗️
Stop looking forward for others’ response/ reaction/ help/ complement/ love or anything else. No matter you are in a romantic relationship or friendship or family. Sincerely giving what you have and just ask for nothing.
And when someone else gives, take it and enjoy it and say thanks.
Keep this in mind makes me calm.
I feel after a week I finally really sleep a nice and satisfying sleep.
The most important thing in life is always sleep. Should try to train the ability of calming down quickly, which can help me still sleep well no matter what happens in the future.
Not sure what time zone I am, sleep at 8pm wake up at 12pm 😤