Lol... but do you even know how much a kidney goes for on the black market????
I could buy myself a nice boat that I wouldn't be able to use.
Existing is emotional trauma.
Lol
No. Just sun. It seems there is a direct connection. I've been testing all kinds of shit.
Before the sun wouldn't cause pain, it would just make me tired and unable to breathe and nauseous af.
Now it feels like every time I go out, even for a little bit, I at least get a mini flare up.
Which really sucks. I absolutely love going to the beach. It's just as good at night though... but I can't see in the water....
Food has no effect on it whatsoever.
Alcohol is another issue entirely.... it doesn't make things better... it just makes me not care. And if I keep going hard, I'll need new kidneys faster. Unfortunately a side effect of lupus is bad kidneys.
Fibromialgia and arthritis or deteriorating cartilage also comes with it.
It's worse for women. It's hereditary. (My whole life - It just gets worse with age - I'm not ready to accept it tho)
Go outside several days in a row
Have flare up
Experience intense pain
Back gets stiff
Do things anyway
Throw out back on 3rd day
Really can't bend or stand or sit or breathe or live
Have muscle spasms that make it worse
Bend and squat and walk and do shit anyway
Cry a little
Keep going
And going
No treatment
Self sabatoge
