Ok. Seriously. I am literally an expert grower with commercial medical experience.

I am also a homesteader that grows my own crops.

I have tried to get you to respond multiple times.

I am here to help. You have to actually respond to me though.

I've found my next buried treasure to hunt for...

Hope they have an audiobook version.

Here is a new Legendary Meme inspired by your post. GN

Oh..... I think you would know.............

I still don't comprehend how any of you here have accounts on other social media platforms. I think that after being censored and chased away hundreds of times by almost every popular one out there over the past 10 years. Going back to any of them would feel like returning to an abusive relationship. Where they constantly beat me, threw me out of the house randomly to sleep in the gutter, and rubbed lit cigarette butts on my balls for good measure.

Nostr only for me.

You won't find me, or my content anywhere else.

#nostr

Are you pissing into the empty cup?

Well shit. Now you have me contemplating if all your work is AI too.

Fucking always with the mindfuckery Whit.

Layers upon layers of wtf.

Wanted to discover what my artistic imagination would look like in stitch work. Plus collaborating on an art project is something that would have been fun. Getting the drill pepe was probably the last thing I expected as a response. So in turn, yup, stung a little.

Even tried to bait you into changing your mind, but I should have known better than to try that with you.

Then my suspicion that I am in a coma, or I am already dead would be confirmed.

I am prepared for eternal life.

I am familiar with living out entire lifetimes within the realms of my lucid dreams. Being able to slow down time as long as I desired. I mastered that skill in college. Kept waking back up to this reality and decided to stop spending every spare moment sleeping, because I have a purpose to fulfill within this waking life, and the bedsores became intolerable.

The person who I am now.

The continuity of the story I am now living and sharing with you.

This is just, but one of many infinite selves I have experienced and vividly remember over the duration of my dreams and waking life.

Yeah, not gonna lie. Getting the drill pepe response stung a little the other day. lol

This explains why so many movies, films, tv shows, and books often have vastly different sequences of events and endings than I firmly remember. Due to having a photographic memory.

Intriguing to think about.

Simply beautiful.

GM

This is why I get constantly yelled at that the radiator is rusty, there is piss all over the floor, and the cabinets are wet too.

#masculinemonday

The depth of women's thoughts and emotions are undeniable. Anyone who has been with a good quality woman who is not shallow in a relationship, or a good friendship will be able to clearly see that.

As for us men we are taught at a very young age to hide our emotions. Never to reveal our depth, because that is a sign of weakness. The ones that you see today that are over emotional and appear to be deep. That is many times the soy, or lack of a strong father figure in their lives while growing up talking.

While I do agree with you that it is fucked up sounding thing to state this double standard. So many times the depth of men is misunderstood, or unrecognized. This has happened to me by both my own father, the woman I love, many past female relationships, countless friendships, and so many others too.

Sometimes the long periods of silence and contemplation that we men have is filled with random thoughts. Like hey I am hungry and I could use a beer. Other times we are pondering about the very true nature of our own existence. Feeling infinite sorrow and anxiety of how our time is always running out.

While I truly believe many women who are not shallow, such as yourself, experience very much the same thoughts and emotions. Many men would agree with me that our depth is more often misunderstood and unrecognized by both women and especially our own peers. Many times if we talk about this stuff to one another we will get called gay and get a nut tap with a golf club for good measure. Even though we know deep down what each other are talking about. We are just many times not conditioned to admit such things to anyone, but ourselves.

This is the point I am trying to get across. There is always exceptions to every assumption. Yet pattern recognition is a thing. This is genuinely how I feel many times throughout my entire life. Wherein my depth is misunderstood and unacknowledged by those closest to me as a man.

This is one of my fantasies for how I would want my life story to eventually finish. Right now I neither have the financial means, nor the desire to travel. I am truly happy at home with the woman I love and am at peace.

This adventure I would pursue if I feel that the ending chapters to the book of my life are coming to a close.

If I am The Legendary Man. Let me go out like this.

Live a life full of purpose. With all my wisdom and life experiences shared.

There is still so much more left, but when it is my time to end.

This is one of many ways I would be happy to see it go.

In that department. I am quite well prepared.

A couple lose ends, but for the most part the world could go to absolute shit with no electricity, internet, or any modern conveniences.

I would be perfectly fine.

However, I do have a very strong urge to maybe one day when I am much older, wiser, and wealthier. To sail to the ends of the world. Just to see if it is the end, a circle, or a new beginning. This scene constantly comes to my mind and inspires me to maybe one day push myself to the limits. Sail away as a true explorer. Never to be seen again.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0jIwJt9QwA