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𝔸𝕟𝕦𝕥𝕒𝕡𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖ᴺᵒᵗ ˢᵘʳᵉ ᵒⁿ ʰᵒʷ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᵍᵒᵉˢ (ɥʇɐǝp ʎɯ llᴉʇ)ɹǝʌǝɹoℲ ʇnɐuoɥɔʎsԀ Ⓣⓡⓞⓖⓛⓞⓓⓨⓣⓔ Let's L🅘VE TO SURVIVE Note : Please Excuse me for the Poor choice of words🤗, I don't know whether it is due to lack of abundant vocabulary 😁or my fooling mind😅. *Sensitive / Disturbing Content, you’re advised to scroll down with utmost caution I feel like, I Need Not to Introduce myself, while we lead such a puny life of ours on this planet to just to talk here on the app for sometime, exchange thoughts, But if you still want to, just go through some of the my scribblings by scrolling down, please do give it a try. (Disclaimer : Most of those scribblings may stand Outdated / Incorrect /Correct / Incomplete at any point of time, Hence Please understand and Ignore or read it at your own discretion 🤗) What I say here on this app might not be the complete truth, It is just my Truth.(Also sometimes, I Think It's a Lie) 🟢 Please Don't DM, unless you need some virtual help, which I might have assured on some Post. FYI, I don't check DM's actively. Also I check this app rarely.🤗 Anonymous Messenger address : icvdw3zllmgh7spyw22eidmp5puzcwet2vqvq5sg64ga3aexftjo52.onion (note : this uses Tor, has encrypted audio call feature too, send me a request and help me to test it 😬 so that you can share your story anonymously) [🇴 Abstainting myself from becoming a 𝔉𝔬𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔱𝔬𝔯 (̶A̶̶d̶̶u̶̶l̶̶t̶̶e̶̶r̶̶e̶̶r̶̶)̶🌚{Not sure whether it is due to Economical (̶S̶̶o̶̶c̶̶i̶̶e̶̶t̶̶a̶̶l̶̶)̶Insecurity or fear of communicable diseases or something else}]- What a fool am I to think in this way these many days 🤦🏻‍♂️ *** 𝒰𝓉𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝒞ℴ𝒸𝓀𝓌ℴ𝓂𝒷𝓁ℯ𝓇 😬*** "𝓠𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓽 𝓠𝓾𝓲𝓽 𝓣𝓸𝓸* #textman Not Moonlighting 🙃 𝐓𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 #𝘏𝘰𝘵𝘗𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘳(𝘈𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘦𝘳) 🄺🄰🅁🄼🄰🅈🄾🄶🄸😌(Our Great War is Spiritual War) Highly Fluctuating EQ, -ve to +ve, Vice Versa or 0 most of the Time🤗( I guess that means Emotionally Sensitive May be 🤔) Not So Good at Hiding IQ(by that I meant Practicing Humility), Fail to Hide high with the Low ones & vice Versa😬 Please let me know, If my words are not making any sense to you, I'll try my best to clarify If required when ever I'm open to communicate(just drop a DM). Self Quotes / Realisation: 0. మనుగడ సాగించుటకొరకు బ్రతుకు ~ Live To Survive 1. One can be Silly, But not their Thought. 2. The One infront of you is / was / will be just you at some point of Time. 3. Nothing or No One are useless, You just haven't realised how useful it is / they are yet. 4.Good & Bad are perspectives, they may vary / coincide and cannot be concluded over a short chat / puny lifetime. 5. Words may misfire, if not exchanged gently during a conversation. 6. Mind never misguides / miscalculates anyone / anything, it is all based on how organised and proofed those inputs are, the more the inputs are organised the more the certainity of the output given by such mind. 7.These days ( or All the time Throughout the process of civilizing people) I think people are born Neither stupid Nor Idiotic but made / raised to be one purportedly for the greed / good of few Individuals who think they are born talented or evovled quickly. 8. Ability to Remember is mere luck when you don't realize it, But it can make you sin once you are aware of it. 9.Rotten mind Opened up to a Society when alive is more Fatal than the Rotten Body after Death 10. Rolling thought in a Mind is Dangerous than a Avalanche, When On the top of an mountain covered with ice, one just has to always keep in mind that they are on ice dust piled up to unknown depths all over the mountain and even a small pebble thrown unknowingly at an angle may trigger one✍️ 11. Life feels hard / difficult / stressed / oppressive when one thinks that there's only one way to lead it. 12. Those who can't live in dreams, try to make them real and In the process the dream turns out to become the living nightmare for the rest. 13. 😍( https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cqnem1PD1_J/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== )🤩 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CyNbZnYSe4z/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==🙄 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CymnnbmuJax/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== 🙄 Questions Often (time flies by) that bug my mind 1. Is this the planet where we originated ? or Did we invade it and inhabited it? (triggered Instances ,AA,SW,ATWOW) 2. How does one can organise / proof those inputs? (Ref : SQ/R P.6) 3. why do I feel like I'm the emperor of this world and have to free my people from all their sufferings?(emperor is not the right word, hope you get what I meant or I'll update when I remember or come across much appropriate word😁) 4. Needs over Wants or the Other Way, Do we need a Friend / Parent / Companion / Child or Want them? Why? 5. Am I a Narcissist 🤔 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CvKkn2gABW-/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== https://www.instagram.com/reel/CunhRVgARL4/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== 6. I was Dogmatic, I have realised recently (in last 3 Years I guess) and just came to know that Dogmatic is an appropriate word.(221020230844) Things I acknowledge ( I may Agree or Disagree or use them to my benfefit based on circumstances or situations) 1. Ignorance is Bliss( Either Cognigable or Non Cognigable). 2. Presence of Creator( I was told it is God during my adolescent age, But later I got a thought that we in this planet and universe are some sort of lab experiment under observation in a much bigger universe for someone's benefits / understanding / something (not my thought I guess, just some influences may be, Eg. wild west series at present and few other in the past)- I don’t know what was my state of mind when I wrote this but today (091020231931) when I read it didn’t make sense at all to me. 3. I didn't had much control over me earlier, I guess I'm bit stable now. But I lost few souls to Time and Distance while gaining that stability 😌 4. I think we humans should act out of necessity, but not out of Instincts and Impulses when not in a war / survival mode 🙄. ( But I also think we humans (a few) turned this world in to an every day arena, hence many of us, feel our everyday life as a war, which looks like, that there is no difference between few of us and the few beings of the other species 😅) End of the Day, I'm Just another Human Being (Certified Mechanical Engineering Graduate) poking nose all over with Curiosity, (I Joined Engg too out of curiosity but When in the middle I realised that is not exactly I wanted I just finished it in distinction(not flexing🤗) 😅, as I just do not want to drop it in the middle, assuming it might be of some use later in the life😁) Also I think, At Times( I G MoTT🤭) My Behaviour may look like the most Idiotic, Stupid, Senseless 🤗 🌚That's all BS🐷Just don't give ASAI ☺️I'm just using this app as a sort of my diary. Earlier I started the habit of maintaining a diary (virtual/real) several times to date, but was unable continue it for several reasons which I wouldn't care(actually I forgot 😅)to mention, not sure where those are lying now, now here I write (bio/post/comment/DM) what ever comes to my mind in my diary, just to have a track of what I was thinking at certain point of time when I'm at a particular place, Already I have torn few pages from this diary😁 (deleted posts / comments/ history) here till now, Now I feel I wish to not do it anymore🤗, as it is not making any sense at all, I've let this diary be go down in the digital cosmos along with this app(if at all that day comes).-050920231040🐷 ⚠️ Work In Progress...

🫠, similar thing happened with me, I downloaded whole Kurosawa collection 4 years back started watching the Movies in chrono, but got myself lost in work and left it after few movies. recently resumed the collection again, chose one randomly for some strange reason for a good start and that turned out to be ikiru. That movie made me curious and interesting about Kurosawa again and started the whole collection from the beginning in chrono a week back 😅

Has Anybody seen Ikiru?