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𝔸𝕟𝕦𝕥𝕒𝕡𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖ᴺᵒᵗ ˢᵘʳᵉ ᵒⁿ ʰᵒʷ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᵍᵒᵉˢ (ɥʇɐǝp ʎɯ llᴉʇ)ɹǝʌǝɹoℲ ʇnɐuoɥɔʎsԀ Ⓣⓡⓞⓖⓛⓞⓓⓨⓣⓔ Let's L🅘VE TO SURVIVE Note : Please Excuse me for the Poor choice of words🤗, I don't know whether it is due to lack of abundant vocabulary 😁or my fooling mind😅. *Sensitive / Disturbing Content, you’re advised to scroll down with utmost caution I feel like, I Need Not to Introduce myself, while we lead such a puny life of ours on this planet to just to talk here on the app for sometime, exchange thoughts, But if you still want to, just go through some of the my scribblings by scrolling down, please do give it a try. (Disclaimer : Most of those scribblings may stand Outdated / Incorrect /Correct / Incomplete at any point of time, Hence Please understand and Ignore or read it at your own discretion 🤗) What I say here on this app might not be the complete truth, It is just my Truth.(Also sometimes, I Think It's a Lie) 🟢 Please Don't DM, unless you need some virtual help, which I might have assured on some Post. FYI, I don't check DM's actively. Also I check this app rarely.🤗 Anonymous Messenger address : icvdw3zllmgh7spyw22eidmp5puzcwet2vqvq5sg64ga3aexftjo52.onion (note : this uses Tor, has encrypted audio call feature too, send me a request and help me to test it 😬 so that you can share your story anonymously) [🇴 Abstainting myself from becoming a 𝔉𝔬𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔱𝔬𝔯 (̶A̶̶d̶̶u̶̶l̶̶t̶̶e̶̶r̶̶e̶̶r̶̶)̶🌚{Not sure whether it is due to Economical (̶S̶̶o̶̶c̶̶i̶̶e̶̶t̶̶a̶̶l̶̶)̶Insecurity or fear of communicable diseases or something else}]- What a fool am I to think in this way these many days 🤦🏻‍♂️ *** 𝒰𝓉𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝒞ℴ𝒸𝓀𝓌ℴ𝓂𝒷𝓁ℯ𝓇 😬*** "𝓠𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓽 𝓠𝓾𝓲𝓽 𝓣𝓸𝓸* #textman Not Moonlighting 🙃 𝐓𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 #𝘏𝘰𝘵𝘗𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘳(𝘈𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘦𝘳) 🄺🄰🅁🄼🄰🅈🄾🄶🄸😌(Our Great War is Spiritual War) Highly Fluctuating EQ, -ve to +ve, Vice Versa or 0 most of the Time🤗( I guess that means Emotionally Sensitive May be 🤔) Not So Good at Hiding IQ(by that I meant Practicing Humility), Fail to Hide high with the Low ones & vice Versa😬 Please let me know, If my words are not making any sense to you, I'll try my best to clarify If required when ever I'm open to communicate(just drop a DM). Self Quotes / Realisation: 0. మనుగడ సాగించుటకొరకు బ్రతుకు ~ Live To Survive 1. One can be Silly, But not their Thought. 2. The One infront of you is / was / will be just you at some point of Time. 3. Nothing or No One are useless, You just haven't realised how useful it is / they are yet. 4.Good & Bad are perspectives, they may vary / coincide and cannot be concluded over a short chat / puny lifetime. 5. Words may misfire, if not exchanged gently during a conversation. 6. Mind never misguides / miscalculates anyone / anything, it is all based on how organised and proofed those inputs are, the more the inputs are organised the more the certainity of the output given by such mind. 7.These days ( or All the time Throughout the process of civilizing people) I think people are born Neither stupid Nor Idiotic but made / raised to be one purportedly for the greed / good of few Individuals who think they are born talented or evovled quickly. 8. Ability to Remember is mere luck when you don't realize it, But it can make you sin once you are aware of it. 9.Rotten mind Opened up to a Society when alive is more Fatal than the Rotten Body after Death 10. Rolling thought in a Mind is Dangerous than a Avalanche, When On the top of an mountain covered with ice, one just has to always keep in mind that they are on ice dust piled up to unknown depths all over the mountain and even a small pebble thrown unknowingly at an angle may trigger one✍️ 11. Life feels hard / difficult / stressed / oppressive when one thinks that there's only one way to lead it. 12. Those who can't live in dreams, try to make them real and In the process the dream turns out to become the living nightmare for the rest. 13. 😍( https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cqnem1PD1_J/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== )🤩 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CyNbZnYSe4z/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==🙄 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CymnnbmuJax/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== 🙄 Questions Often (time flies by) that bug my mind 1. Is this the planet where we originated ? or Did we invade it and inhabited it? (triggered Instances ,AA,SW,ATWOW) 2. How does one can organise / proof those inputs? (Ref : SQ/R P.6) 3. why do I feel like I'm the emperor of this world and have to free my people from all their sufferings?(emperor is not the right word, hope you get what I meant or I'll update when I remember or come across much appropriate word😁) 4. Needs over Wants or the Other Way, Do we need a Friend / Parent / Companion / Child or Want them? Why? 5. Am I a Narcissist 🤔 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CvKkn2gABW-/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== https://www.instagram.com/reel/CunhRVgARL4/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== 6. I was Dogmatic, I have realised recently (in last 3 Years I guess) and just came to know that Dogmatic is an appropriate word.(221020230844) Things I acknowledge ( I may Agree or Disagree or use them to my benfefit based on circumstances or situations) 1. Ignorance is Bliss( Either Cognigable or Non Cognigable). 2. Presence of Creator( I was told it is God during my adolescent age, But later I got a thought that we in this planet and universe are some sort of lab experiment under observation in a much bigger universe for someone's benefits / understanding / something (not my thought I guess, just some influences may be, Eg. wild west series at present and few other in the past)- I don’t know what was my state of mind when I wrote this but today (091020231931) when I read it didn’t make sense at all to me. 3. I didn't had much control over me earlier, I guess I'm bit stable now. But I lost few souls to Time and Distance while gaining that stability 😌 4. I think we humans should act out of necessity, but not out of Instincts and Impulses when not in a war / survival mode 🙄. ( But I also think we humans (a few) turned this world in to an every day arena, hence many of us, feel our everyday life as a war, which looks like, that there is no difference between few of us and the few beings of the other species 😅) End of the Day, I'm Just another Human Being (Certified Mechanical Engineering Graduate) poking nose all over with Curiosity, (I Joined Engg too out of curiosity but When in the middle I realised that is not exactly I wanted I just finished it in distinction(not flexing🤗) 😅, as I just do not want to drop it in the middle, assuming it might be of some use later in the life😁) Also I think, At Times( I G MoTT🤭) My Behaviour may look like the most Idiotic, Stupid, Senseless 🤗 🌚That's all BS🐷Just don't give ASAI ☺️I'm just using this app as a sort of my diary. Earlier I started the habit of maintaining a diary (virtual/real) several times to date, but was unable continue it for several reasons which I wouldn't care(actually I forgot 😅)to mention, not sure where those are lying now, now here I write (bio/post/comment/DM) what ever comes to my mind in my diary, just to have a track of what I was thinking at certain point of time when I'm at a particular place, Already I have torn few pages from this diary😁 (deleted posts / comments/ history) here till now, Now I feel I wish to not do it anymore🤗, as it is not making any sense at all, I've let this diary be go down in the digital cosmos along with this app(if at all that day comes).-050920231040🐷 ⚠️ Work In Progress...

Mirror is not just some object that reflects our physical appearance as it is.

Few of us may notice that when we see three mirrors, (convex, the one that they feel normal / factual / comfortable / true, concave) placed parallely, few may need Tens, hundreds, thousands of versions of it, few may need large mirrors to notice, few may need lot of time to notice it irrespective of the size and quantuty of thise mirrors and several other ways.

We are reflected in the minds of all the people¹ who we meet in our day to day life and the Image what we see in our comfortable mirror is not how the others see us, they see us according to their comfort.

Comfort of those people depends on the life style they are used to, either it is out of thier choice or sticking to some things randomly, just due to lack of options due to the several other restrictions out there in the world or even under the presumption that they are doing what's best for them² without even having slightest thought of what / how it is going to impact the world at larger level and few do that consciously to face the consequences and correct themselves if required.

Now that I'm out of my comfort zone for this short period I have realised that mirrors don't fool me anymore, not sure how long this lasts. This happened several times in the past too and I realised several things and fell back into comfort zone³. I wish this happens to me often, trying and will try my best to figure out what made me to jump out of the comfort zone.

Until then, I have to be grateful for all the beings⁴ surrounding me, Irrespective of thier passive / active support / contribution.

1. I would like to put it as lifeforms, but since we are the only ones who are lucky enough to be able to read / listen this, I have stuck to "people"

2. Few include the people surrounding them too, like how the governments were intended to work initially

3. I also noticed several old people and few younger people who stand firmly without falling back into comfort zone

4. Either it is my parents who gave birth to me or the sibling who is sharing the life with me or the people who schooled me, employed me, Influenced me, collabed with me at work, people who made it possible for me to live here in the city where I'm residing and all the life forms and Non Life Forms⁵ acting upon me directly.

5. Even the miniscule of dust within my vicinity or the invisible ray of light that is penetrating me throughout out the day and night either from a direct source or a reflection from light years away.

Signing off

𝓛𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓣𝓸𝓢𝓾𝓻𝓿𝓲𝓿𝓮

Mirrors Don't Fool Me Anymore, I wish this lasts atleast for few more moments from when I realised it now🤭.

What do I mean by Mirrors 🤔

I have shared my view in the comments please feel free to read it and share your view or Just kindly ignore🤗

Whether you read it or not, Hope you have a Good Day⁰🫡

0 - Not the biscuit brand😅

Fooling Mind I guess

But that food snap looks rich though, may be I'm poorer than you in this aspect right now

I felt like, it sheds some light on the life of the individuals who work for others/ society with preset principles / some other and helps us to rethink our decisions may be.

It depends on the Surroundings of the individual and how long he has been exposed to that may be

By Threshold I meant ike the lower limit for the growing love upto an extent that it helps in encompassing a soul

Just read etymo of the word, what came to my mind after that is, I feel it's the one quality I lack and also it is a one big step I had to find and take it going forward in my puny life I guess

😅No chance, I got to know that he is Swedish maker just now, I have entered into general world cinema recently, keeping the commercial block busters / mostly popular titles aside.

Nope 😁 I meant something like Gargoyles, Samurai,etc.,

Bergman, Hearing the name for the first time, let me check If I had seen / came across his work without knowing the name.

also, In my case I can't say I watched something lame, but finished One Piece anime recently🤗 ( the first anime I watched I can say) and also started revisiting some cartoons which I didn't had much opportunity to watch in my childhood 😅