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It’s been an emotional journey with myself to understand my gender. Growing up I was always told β€œman up” and was looked down on by my family for not adhering to typical masculine traits. Gender roles in my evangelical cultish household were rigid. Pants for boys, dresses for girls. Colors were also extremely gender coded with little flexibility. Clothing itself was a mechanism for control in my childhood, an authoritarian power struggle to mold their children after their image. I remember as a kid doing many femme things such as shaving my body, practicing tucking, doing a little makeup, and wanting to wear women’s clothes. I didn’t have the words at the time to describe what I was doing. I was extremely in denial with myself and this exploration was suppressed in favor of a hate filled resentment of the world and in particular, gay people.

Now out of that environment and now knowing better, I am constantly filled with a sense of longing. Longing I could go back and do things different. Even telling people I want to wear skirts or other femme things is unfortunately still hard. My masculinity is so engrained into me it’s hard to get outside of it. I still havnt told my partner… but it’s not because I don’t trust them. It’s just that getting the words out vocally is hard.

I don’t want to be in the closet anymore. I didn’t realize how happy I could feel from wearing femme clothes until I tried some on the other week. My heart feels like a kid again. #lgbt #nostrplebs

Im happy you had courage to tell tiny part of who you are and your toughts. Its not always so easy in this world.

Not knowning where you are, but atleast somewhere things are really getting better for sexual minorities. Hopefully at someday, every individual can have healthy surronding and freedom to express who they are with out fear of public hate, losing their relatives etc. or something more fuckd up things.

I dont really know enought to say more, but i wish all the best for you πŸ’œπŸ«‚ & respect for saying it out loud. Like i have feeled always welcomed by bitcoin peoples, but im not blind and theres alot of hate and sometimes it misses the target many meters and hits individuals. Imo.

Thats why there is hole at bottom.

You also can but cable in there so if your phone is futher away, you can just reel it to you.

We want pizza party! πŸ• Or i do atleast.

He could add nip05 pointing to his campaing site. He could atleast prove he has control over webpage

Just produce service/stuff they really really want, then "it will make 0.01BTC please. Oh you dont have any? Well... HFSP!"

Not yet, need eat first to have left overs πŸ˜„πŸ«‚πŸ’œ

I mostly eat ramens half of the week, but i like make food for other so when im home i try different things and make tasty and good looking food.

Let see if it will taste good too. By watching my food photos, I have figured out that most of them look same πŸ˜„ But they are different.

Okey, shroom filled with beacon and covered with cheddar is nit looking rhat good but πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈπŸ˜‚

#foodstr #food #luch #foodpic

Thing i dont get... If peoples think that hot water and or alcohol is enought to clean their frying pan then why they are not enought for other dishes?

Have not dived deep into nostr nips but if everything is done by json strings then for my knowlege it would be super heavy for bandwith wise or something to stream audio.

But im not smart (educated) enought to really say anything