Covid test hunting earlier. Exhausting by 🦶 
Gn👻🎃👾🍒 
This is kewl
Ball go in hoop: 🙌🙌
Ball not go in hoop: ☹️☹️
Warning: just *abstract-ish venting
My brain feels squished —>
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With not “depression”, but like, you ever had to sit & listen to a completely moronic person speak about something for an hour & the whole time you know they’re full of sh*t but u gotta stay quiet?
It’s like that, but way more sad, because your brain is connecting dots that lead to a feeling of hopelessness
Being misunderstood, or treated as someone who isn’t as intelligent as they see themselves, over a long period of time, takes its toll
It’s a constant feeling of being restricted, confined, reduced, teased (think reward on a string) & “caged”, if you will
Had this feeling since I can remember, but more & more it’s becoming the focus of my existence
The feeling of not being *allowed* to reach my potential, or even anywhere close to it is frustrating
I find myself unable to relate to my peers more & more so. Maybe it has something to do with the lack of healthy, fun, shared hobbies/activities in our society that loosens people up to the point where the ice is easily broken & laughs can be had, relationships can be established & connections can be made (🫂)
/express
I gotta find a (unique) way of generating income (entrepreneurship, writing, starting a business, something) because working a traditional job is just not going to work for me long-term
I’ve had many’a jobs, & many a jobs I’a quit…
🤔💭🧐💭🤔
#income #employment #startup #entrepreneurship
Gn 
Cool idea, but as someone who’s only been “homeless” for a few weeks (now in a shelter)… I don’t think it would help much. I got a lightning wallet recently w Wallet of Satoshi & have gotten around 25$ in zaps. Still can’t figure out how to get that into my bank account😂 My take is homeless need community, jobs (living wage ones that aren’t soul draining), strong positive influences, opportunity, etc rather than a few bucks for a meal. But I guess if it was less confusing & easier to transfer into USD that could be used at stores, it wouldn’t hurt. I just think working toward making it easier for anyone/everyone to be self sufficient is better time spent
Life is so boring
My brain-o hurt-o
“Anyways, I don't usually fuck with the Internet
Or chicks with birth control stuck to they arm like Nicorette
You really fuckin' that much or tryna get off cigarettes?
If she think it's fly, she ain't met a real nigga yet (No)
I apologize if I come off a little inconsiderate” - Talib Kweli
Something I find uniquely satisfying: Buying a good mouthwash!
There’re so many different colors, sizes, benefits… alcohol/no alcohol, fluoride/no fluoride🤣 
I feel like people may think I’m a tad “strange” if my mind wanders down a train of thought which leads me to a funny memory & I smile/laugh…
So I try not to do that 😅
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