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Oh no. A yellow car again.

Is there a pastry shop without a big line this time?

What kind of plant is this that has such leaves even during the snow time?

When you have gardens chickens etc, and prefer to use wood fire for cooking, then you usually cook something out of this material. That's what i do. That means , i think, that you may adjust your cookware also, to cast iron probably.

But i didn't do this always. So, you can get an idea of what to cook, if you look at the meal schedule in facilities like universities, army barraks etc. They have to have a balanced schedule, so that's a base, then you can adjust to your likings

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The Fall of Wedge. The Rise of Organics.

Tldr

My life is getting better i have found purpose beyond what my family provides but the lingering effects of not living my life for me still grabs me. Thank you for loosening the grip on my war.

Until I was 35 I was not living my life. I was living, trying to live up to, everyone else's version of me.

The result was a degree in fine arts, two amazing kids and a very understanding wife so I got lucky. But my life was a Minimum-Value Worker pushing hard to be a manager or someone who could be proud of my paycheck and in providing for my family.

When it became apparent that I was only to be an MVW it crushed me as I would not make the worlds goal for me. I sank with the weight of alcohol weed and depression.

It came together to form a bottom where I was a first-time blackout drunk with puke on my suit, my car, and my wife. That was almost 2 years ago. I think I just had my last drink recently and coffee and processed food is next on the list.

The farm. I read โ€œRich Dad Poor Dadโ€ in my teens I never met someone who could model it so it was a dream. Then I saw an opportunity, that I wanted. A farm to give me something to be proud of, to work on and build that provides for my family. And so it starts and not even a full year in I can see the momentum starting to build.

I still carry the weight of old Dan, I donโ€™t like saying yes as it brings responsibility. I hate responsibility to other people. It was never something I chose, it was always delegated. I feel even though I am an adult I had to do many things that I had no heart for, or else. It crushes me some days usually when the shoulda have started, procrastination is a curse. I should have said this, called this person, put in for this. It all feels like it's not for me but for them.

When the shouldas don't plague me I find the โ€œmeaning crisisโ€ does. What do I want to do? How? Why?

I know the answer is my kids, wife, the farm. It doesnโ€™t make the feeling any better though. So I go out to the farm, on my own to be alone.

I found a group that supports me and pushes me like I have never felt. Thank you each of you have put more in my energy than you know. Don't stop, I can't.

Thank you

My story is not like yours but i tell you this.

The farm sustainability etc things is a very deep rabbit hole. Hopefully you wouldn't go out again. ENJOY Dan!

Haha. That's a good one. I like cynicals way of thinking

I see it. I saw the one more before this...

Now it is published even on bloomberg that the snipers who killed protesters in maidan where ukrainian law enforcers according to ikranian sources. Not russians ...

https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2024-02-19/ukraine-says-local-law-enforcers-behind-maidan-protester-deaths

India seems to ban proton mail after a bomb threat send to a school using the service...

Ecen according to financial times "German economy to keep shrinking, Bundesbank warns"

Go on greens, you do a good job ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ‘Ž

https://www.ft.com/content/54e674e0-0210-49f9-ba5b-8187b9b86064

"The greatness of a person is not in how much wealth they acquire. But in their integrity, and their ability to affect those around them with it positively"~ Bob Marley

The west projects Navalny as a significant opposition leader in Russia. Was he? The second biggest party in Russia is the communist party. Navalny had only a few supporters, nothing significant. That's it.

Meanwhile they spin his death as a result of an authoritarian regime, is it? At the same time they say almost nothing about Julian Assange who has never did something wrong, only revealing USA crimes as a journalist, and absolutely nothing about the death of Gonzalo Lira who died in an Ukrainian prison, denied of medical assistance, while being accused of saying his opinion. So much concern has the west for the free speech.

These tell a lot for the so called "western values"

European Union is trying to help Israel to continue it's genocidal practices...

Seems like the last years i am incredibly luxurious. Feeling lucky right now.

It's too typical greek to distinguish. There is one sign in the photo but not readable. So no clue where it is. Not high altitude though, otherwise the roofs would be different. I would need another clue to find this.