*burp*

Realizations that scare me:

1) My fascination with armageddon and the end of the world is just a proxy for my desire to end my own life.

no i'm not going to do it, but have always thought about it. IT's like one of those nagging thoughts in the back of my head i just can't fully get rid of.

2) My lack of comfort in dating men historically came from the abuse I suffered as a little girl. Strangely enough, the few relationships i've had with men were probably the healthiest, and most relationships with women i've hjad were toxic to some degree.

I wondered what that shit was all about

HELLO NOSTR PEOPLE