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Kevin Gregg
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I help you get your creative work done.

Wake up call for me today.

Other people aren’t coming to save me.

Our Lord saves and He has provided me tools that He wants me to use.

So onward I go.

I refuse to be the wannabe artist or filmmaker who surrounds themselves with the latest gadgets or tools in order to do the work, but never takes action.

Lord I invite you into my work.

It may be sloppy. It may not turn out the way I want it to, but if You are with me, that’s what matters most.

#dothework #Jesussaves #Catholic #Christian #Jesus #writing #art

Bitcoin is a Divinely inspired tool, but it is not our savior.

Jesus Christ is Lord.

Replying to Avatar HoloKat

A friend recently closed shop on his startup.

I want to share what he wrote as he’s not on nostr (yet).

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My wife and I decided to give up on our startup

@logologydesign

It was a tough decision to make, especially after spending 5 years and almost all of our savings to bootstrap it.

But the reality is that despite our best efforts, we never found a way to grow beyond survival profitability.

Sure we had some wins, and I'm proud that we brought it to ~$3k revenue per month (+ $5k from my twitter course). But with the cost of living + running a business in France, it's barely enough to survive.

And because our product doesn't have recurring revenue, we have to find 100+ new customers each month. This puts us under massive pressure.

We thought of trying to switch to a recurring revenue model and invest in SEO, but with the uncertainty caused by A.I (both for acquiring customers and designing logos), we don't feel confident it would be enough.

We could also try to raise money and hire a couple of people to offload some of the pressure...

But after 5 years of fighting, we're exhausted, out of motivation, and out of money. So we decided it's better to call it quits 😞

I feel ashamed to not be one of the "successful founders" I see on twitter every day. I feel stupid that all the time and money spent wasn’t enough to make it.

I also feel silly for celebrating that we reached profitability a few months ago... then a couple of months later it was already back below survival level 🤦‍♂️

I stopped tweeting this past few weeks because I feel like a loser and a failure. I’m afraid people will lose interest in me if I stop sharing motivating tweets.

But at some point, I had to face the truth that I just can’t do it anymore.

Last February I suffered a massive burnout. My heart rate started going crazy every time I stood up. I had to lay in bed for weeks and it was so bad that I thought it was long covid. Now I'm able to walk again but I need to take it slow and monitor my heart rate for random spikes throughout the day.

The burnout also triggered a problem with my eyes. For the past month I get dazzled by bright lights like computer screens or traffic lights. Even just a sunny day is difficult to handle. I went to the eye doctor and they said spending so much time looking at screens without rest eventually damaged my eyes, and I'll need to wear glasses to see normally again.

Destroying my health like this was not what I envisioned when we decided to bootstrap a startup 5 years ago.

Our dream was to build a useful product, make a living on our own terms, and help other founders do the same. We were idealistic and thought having a good idea + working hard was enough to succeed.

But competing in the crowded logo niche means that we struggled to make ends meet from the day we launched. We also made some bad strategic decisions which meant we had to overwork constantly just to stay above water.

We didn't have time for hobbies, fun, or even romantic time with each other anymore. We spent every waking hour worrying about how to get our next customer. In the rare vacations we took, we couldn't relax because we kept thinking about it. Every. Single. Day.

Somewhere on the way to chasing our dreams, we got lost. Instead of trying to live the life we wanted, we started sacrificing everything we cared about just to reach “success” at any cost.

The burnout I had was a wake-up call that we can't keep going like this. The glasses I wear will forever remind me of the limits of my body.

So that's why we're making this drastic change.

My wife will keep the site running while she figures out what she does next. She might simply go back to designing custom logos like before, so if you need one just hit her up

@LucieBaratte

. (it starts at $3k but she's one of the best in the biz)

On my end, I decided to go back to a job. I never thought I'd do this but I really need to put a stop to the crazy hours and constant financial pressure. I hope working on a product without having to worry about money will make work enjoyable again.

I think someday I'll come back to building startups, but for now, I have no motivation for it. I need time to recover and live a simpler life for a while.

Now even though it's a difficult time, there's one positive thing I'd like to mention.

When I was at my lowest, dozens of friends I made on Twitter supported me. I exchanged DMs with many founders who gave me insights and perspective, and made it 10x easier to find a way out.

Having followers is nice, but when I hit rock bottom and stopped tweeting, it wasn't worth much. However, the friends I made along the way had my back and it made all the difference.

So I just want to say THANK YOU to all who supported me during this tough time. You truly are the best part of this journey 🥲

I'll be back with new tweets soon. Lots of lessons I want to share.

Love you all 💙

🫂Peace for this couple. A very hard decision, but necessary for his health and their future. Grateful for the transparency of this difficult season.

#trustGod #dothework #Jesus #Catholic #Christian

Excellent article from Victor Davis Hanson about the escalation of nuclear trash talk in the Russia/Ukraine conflict and in other tensions around the world.

Lord, Your Mercy, Your Wisdom, Your Intervention with all of the hearts of men. nostr:note17ddwlyr89c0tdd2xyd9szg8qv2mcxpxwqv5depuvl9gz8tpsg46sjwml46

The Apple/Damus situation today caused me to remember an incident with a co-worker many years ago who had the rug pulled out from under him at a previous gig.

He was so anxiety ridden and worried that the same thing would happen at our current job that it caused all of us to worry and be hyper vigilant that our current employment was constantly just a second away from vanishing.

There was an element of truth in his assessment. We worked in entertainment.

But the gig we were all so worried would vanish lasted another 15 years.

Blindsides happen all the time.

If there is an up, there will assuredly be a down. And there will assuredly be another up again.

However, for me, I am continuously learning to stay in the moment and do the next thing.

Over-reactive panic and anxiety hasn’t helped me in the past.

It’s just caused me to pull my focus away from the next important thing I want to be doing for God and my family.

Jesus is on the throne. His Kingdom will come.

Lord, help me to just do the next right thing.

Peace for you brothers and sisters.

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

Philippians 4:6-7

#Catholic #Christian #Jesus #JesusisKing #fearnot

Followed your lead. I think I did it right as well. Now I’m kevingregg@walletofsatoshi

Thanks!

#[1]​ you’re killing it. 4 posts in a row that made me laugh out loud. Well done.

The title for this piece (“Manual for an Unfortunate Moron”) came from an experience I had several years ago.

While working at my job I had to go to my local credit union to get quarters for laundry during lunch.

After many years I was still renting a home for my family in Los Angeles. Financial calamity, dysfunctional extended relationships, and medical challenges had left us in the state we were in.

We had made our rented place a home, but it had challenges.

Like paying for laundry machines to clean our clothes.

A co-worker saw that I was returning from lunch holding several rolls of quarters. He asked what they were for.

As I told him it was to do the laundry, he looked at me astonished that I didn’t own a washing machine or dryer.

When I proceeded to let him know that I was still living in a rented home after all these years, this co-worker did what I had seen him do in countless interactions over the years.

He was blunt, unsubtle and let the first thing in his head drop out of his mouth.

“What are you, a f@#king moron?!?”

It stung. It filled me with shame and anger.

I quickly shot back, “It’s been a little hard to save up when my finances got wiped out with medical crises, bankruptcy and caring for a son with autism.”

He got very quiet and mumbled an apology. We talked through some of it after that, but I was stuck with a nagging feeling.

I did feel like a moron.

I felt like I had made many choices that had led me to this point and I didn’t want the future to be like this.

Anyway… there’s a brief explanation of the title.

More to come.

#proofofbook #catholic #christian #writing #practiceinpublic #manualforamoron

Manual for an Unfortunate Moron Post #2

Replying to Avatar nym

Grateful for your continuous art posts. They are quite soothing for me.

Had been working on a project over the last three months with a partner and when I finally came up for air, I realized I had written a 100 page book.

This evidence made me realize that a concept I had developed back in July 2020 was achievable.

I’m going to use Nostr as the place as I develop this.

You will see outlines and segment of the book coming together on this platform.

I look forward to sharing this experience with you. May you find value in this project and may it help and encourage you.

The Title:

Manual For An Unfortunate Moron: How to thrive as a creative Catholic after battling cancer, bankruptcy, toxic people pleasing, addiction and self-destructive behavior

#proofofbook #catholic #christian #writing