if i'm spontaneously offered ADHD meds again i think i'm gonna decline the offer from now on. amphetamine isn't good for my nerves.
she stopped posting after we met and hasn't posted since
met the Swede again and we walked around the streets of Oslo and drank beer and he shared lisdexamfetamine pills that he has a prescription for. not actually that much of an issue since i actually have the proper diagnosis and have taken those before. but he definitely uses those recreationally. i can't take them on the regular. makes me paranoid and shit. but if it's just for a night, it's fine.
what a day
nostr:npub16qct6ge6zdr72yxrw2cc0rsqyp9j9qrjs9pkz3gkydc839jrtk5sj8al6e Norway.
one can do nothing here and stay afloat. i'm not a fan of doing nothing but i'm trying to decide on what to do next. and why. and who for?
nostr:npub16qct6ge6zdr72yxrw2cc0rsqyp9j9qrjs9pkz3gkydc839jrtk5sj8al6e also some donations come in. and it doesn't cost a whole lot to run them. Netflix is something people have. a server doesn't cost much.
nostr:npub16qct6ge6zdr72yxrw2cc0rsqyp9j9qrjs9pkz3gkydc839jrtk5sj8al6e Norway.
one can do nothing here and stay afloat. i'm not a fan of doing nothing but i'm trying to decide on what to do next. and why. and who for?
nostr:npub16qct6ge6zdr72yxrw2cc0rsqyp9j9qrjs9pkz3gkydc839jrtk5sj8al6e neither currently
i wrote software for a living
computers
but i can't count, unless i do it like a five-year-old
nostr:npub1vznay8faq0y8qwxtjhh7yp658rgxcatcyx2gftpmf9qef04lj02sylwauw at least one of us is counting
nostr:npub16qct6ge6zdr72yxrw2cc0rsqyp9j9qrjs9pkz3gkydc839jrtk5sj8al6e Time Love and and Care
i work with people
i can't pretend to keep things up tho
maybe if someone gives me a little TLC first
i demand that
is it right? you decide.
nostr:npub1k0njx7ysl6a8d36aa0nqg56j5xn9pxxrc9m3573z4al69pq55ezq7ccqxm she might be coming around
but i'm 20 years ahead
it takes a bit of time
you gotta understand that nothing is permanent and that most women end up as widows
my cat will die in 5-7 years.
"the meaning of life" mostly boils down to making babies.
for most people, anyway.
you're someone's baby. you wouldn't even be here.
"meaning of life"
life is creatures making babies.
that's the meaning of life.
if you're not participating in that, you're doing other things. the babymakers won't understand.
the charismaric people are like gods
it don't matter if you're black or white
the picture: Aretha Franklin

nostr:npub1s8ms2vz7jg3qcc7m6z3kakawygkv25ctuj5vj6l30pzqnplqnnjs52zuxc that was the point
me:
2400+ followers
but like 2-3 people who actually DM me
you'd think i'd have more friends.
nope.

you don't have to subscribe to fedi doctrine to be friends. i like you more if you don't tbh
if you look like this i might date you
