Shrodingers covid
Chest heavy
Crushing Feeling
Hard to breathe
Staring at my ceiling
Using heat to get some relief
Mouth so dry
Like I'm eating dust
Face full of crust
From lip to eye
Room still spinning
Feeling like a zombie
Not noticing what's around me
Maybe hot tea would actually calm me
I'm hanging on the best I can
As they tell me just go to the hospital man
It does look pretty bad
No I say
I'm just fine
It's just a flu
Just give it some time
The TVs glow fills the room
Covid commercial
Just stay home
Infected or not
Just don't go
I'm sprawled out still clutching a tissue
Remembering the bigger issue
I could stop breathing in my sleep
My heart could refuse to beat
My immune system
Makes me the perfect victim
My defense is low
But I still won't go
This is like being on a bad trip
If I start seeing shit
Then I know it's serious
When I'm that delirious
Time to tell my pride
to step aside and quit
But I'm sure I can hold out for a bit
I think this is how poetry goes
Describing your environment
With a touch of dramatic flow
But
The only thing actually crusty is the inside of my nose though
I swear
Actually
Can I just retract that Statement I said before
No fuck it
I'm really a hot mess
I probably smell like death
Covered in rotten vomit
Shit on the floor
A pile of vile right next to the door
A stained mattress
Bearing an actress
Who's a dramatic fanatic of turning pain into art
Raunchy nasty fun or weird
Playful crazy delightful and feared
Whatever man
You'll never know
I don't even think I know
Shit I lost my mind
Wherever did it go
Oh
Well
Until next time I feel like talking in riddles and rhymes
Bye
Shivers
Chills
Goosebumps
Warm to the touch
Frozen inside
Sometimes I wonder if this is what it feels like to die
(Poetry)
Watching the news
Minds keep changing
The climate is constantly rearranging
It's funny
It's crazy
I'm just sitting here waiting
For people to catch up
How many connections
Realizations
Epiphanies
Can they confront
What was discussed
Was abrupt
Against the corrupt
On the hunt
For those to distrust
That just want to disrupt
(Poetry)
Pressure
Heavy
Gravity
Crushing
Head
Pounding
Joints
Aching
Muscles
Sore
I need to get over this sickness
(Poetry)
Shapiro
It's really hard to laugh.
But trust I'm appreciating the humor, albeit a little bit... fucked up.
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May God also grant all of us the wisdom to ask what concrete steps we can take to reduce the violence and weaponry in our midst.
Note when we just sent the go orders and when this Tweet went live.
Coincidence?
Pray.
Announcement
107 days before polls close
When you just inherit beef with kendrick stans:
"Brain 🧠 storming last night me and @Drake gonna get the 🎥 rolling biggest ting on your TV GLG🚦GreenLightGang • gunitbrands.com"
Green light is usually an sos
But when it comes down to it - 50 is bffs with people that far surpass kendrick's level of fame + power
Hopefully no one gets shot at - again
I'm sure this will go well
Sheep love cults
As if I care what a bunch of grab them by the pussy bitcoiners think
They're barely people
People are afraid of kamala
I can see why
No on likes a strong woman with intelligence
Lying awake in bed for what seemed like an eternity
Head spinning
Room tilting
Thoughts of unwritten poetry
I finally pull out my pen and pad
Lost every idea I just had
Words blending together
Leaving me confused
I recognize this
I've been here before
The curse of the muse
You will write nevermore
Poetry
Room is spinning
- Room is spinning
I'm stuck an echo
- I'm stuck in an echo
How long have I been here
(How long
Wasn't I just here?
Just here?)
(How long?
How long have I been here?)
(Delirium is calling
Is calling)
Surreal
Am I even here?
Poetry
I need to get up
I'm dizzy
Going blind
Hot and cold
Pain
so much pain
I seriously want to cry
Can I
Yes
Do I want to
No
Will I make it
There's only one way to know
Get up and go
Gamble and roll the die
I might fall over
I might throw up
But I'm dehydrated
My mouth so dry
I need to quest for my water cup
I'll just convince myself I'll be fine
Poetry
Shaking
Moaning
Muscle movements
I'm not controlling
Stiff as a board
Teeth chattering
Clattering
Ever so loud
They just may break
And I can't help but think
Maybe today is the day
That God finally strikes me down
Poetry
Hot water
To break the fever that finally came
Sinking in
Like I'm meeting my watery grave
Shivers and quivers
Skin burning
Coughing
Sneezing
Stomach churning
Stiff
Tense
Tight as a drum
Hoping the water will make it all undone
Aches and pains
Sniffly nose
It feels like my hair hurts
straight down to my toes
Sinking further down
Head underwater
Listening to the swishing sound
Trying to feel unbothered
Thinking I might get an ear infection
But I don't care
And yet I'm full of perplexion
I just want to fade away
Into the ocean of my mind
Floating in bliss
Leaving the world behind
(Poetry)
Watermelon lemon drops
The clock ticks and tocks
Suddenly my heart stops
Chime chime chime
It's time
It's here
It's now
The war hath begun
Something they said they wouldn't allow
Shockwaves
And ripples
Stretch far and wide
Welcome ladies and gents
We've reached the darkside
As fierce fires rage on
Blood fills the streets
Up against an enemy that refuses defeat
You had your chance
Didn't heed the warning
Spending too much time weeding out those who weren't conforming
When it is all said and done
There will be no spoils
For there will be no victor
It's a game that cannot be won
There will be a lul
A state of dormancy
A warped sense of normalcy
But it will start again
This of course is the reality of our insane duality
Just start praying my friend
Which ever God that suits you
Horus
Ra
Yaweh
Krishna
Jesus
Or even zeus
Apate
Dionysus
Aphoridite
Hecatate
Isis
Shiva
Parvati
Brahma and Saraswati
What else can you do?
You've got nothing left to choose
It's a game where everyone is supposed to lose
#poetry
