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This post is honestly written like a mess right now, this is basically my mental state on your screen - a jumble of panic and dispair. I’ll edit this over the next few days when I’ve had a chance to have some kind of sleep and not so ev... blog.sus.fr https://blog.sus.fr/~/English/A%20Cry%20for%20Help%20into%20The%20Void/
Oh and the hilarious irony - I make “too much” to get assistance from a food bank but too little to actually buy food. Maybe mental breakdown wasn’t a fair assessment, more like life ending nuclear meltdown brought to you by capitalism and some bitch called Celia (get run over by a bus bbz xx)
I’m going to slide the laptop away before I say something that somebody else (who deserves everything they get) is going to fucking regret by exposing all their bullshit in public
If you’d like to know more about Greatest Manager Ever Celia and her great work (maybe this should be on her LinkedIn page) have a read of this, now you know a name - blog.sus.fr/~/English…
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“Guess I can eat once every other fortnight” this isn’t hyperbole, I literally am 600€ short already for September (thanks URSSAF) and I have no idea what the fuck I can sell at this point other than blowjobs at the side of the road or a fucking kidney or two
THIS IS FINE as I rock back and forth in a corner unable to sleep even after being awake for more than 24 hours with the overwhelming oppression of having to decide what minimum I need to exist I have to cut back on. Guess I can eat once every other fortnight
Lol I just got the electric bill and let me tell you I look forward to living in the days before we had electric, because I can’t afford it and quite frankly they’re going to cut me off for not being able to pay it
So anyways, don’t mind me, just going to have an absolute mental breakdown on the basis I can’t afford to exist, my rent went up, I have to pay the garant insurance and my taxes leaving me in such a negative I might actually die while getting rejected for every job ever 🥰
In related news, I’ve started to rewatch the original Indiana Jones films because reasons
I haven’t been able to sleep and I’m still very awake, so today is going to be quite interesting
It transpires the smell may actually be the clim itself, somewhat chemical and not so much fire smell. Not entirely sure if this is one of those “passable” moments or if I should swap the units out
I stand corrected, it is from the building. I had a smell of the electric cupboard and its being pulled in through the hole in the ceiling (I have an unintentional negative pressure in here) - not electrical fire stank either or over drawing electric to cause a fire
Something outside stinks and because my clip sucks in air from outside my house stinks inside
Je suis trop fatiguée pour réfléchir, mais pas assez pour avoir des idées géniales pour mon site web
I have a French and English account on a certain other network (not Xitter) and the difference between the two is like night and day - English feed is a lot of penises and the French one is all journalists