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|⠀Ann, 24⠀|⠀Rus / Eng⠀| |⠀мудрец, философ, художник, воин⠀| |⠀As to myself, no, I have closed by soul. I tell no more to anybody what I believe, what I think, or what I love. Knowing myself condemned to this horrible solitude, I look upon things without expressing my opinion. What matter to me opinions, quarrels, pleasures, or beliefs! Being unable to participate with anyone, I have withdrawn myself from all. My invisible self lives unexplored. I have common phrases for answers to the questions of each day, and a smile which says, 'Yes,' when I do not even wish to take the trouble of speaking. Do you understand?⠀— from Solitude (1884) by Guy de Maupassant⠀|

hey, #[0]​ can we have blurred photos in selected note (as it was before) in the next upd? 🥺

i prefer to read free relays and mute accs manually, but don’t want to see and load whatever they’re attaching to those spam notes

i know, it’s a “me” problem, but naming global page “universe” is kinda sad. the whole universe is filled with nothing but humans and robots… oh wait

sorry for not posting more today, my job burns me out 🫠

wdym by “system like this” – place where nice ppl get more sats or nostr in general?

if first, how is in different from real world there ppl with certain qualities (i don’t say if those qualities are morally correct tho) get more than others? if second, how does nostr make it worse? 🧐

noticed my first silver hair. WTF I’M 23 💀💀💀

visited my parents. mum made me some blini (don’t know how you call those thin pancakes) – love them. maslenitsa is my favourite pagan slavic holiday, and this one is going great! 💜

i missed all the fun again due to my sleep schedule 🫠

why is it always a day off when random plans appear and you have to spend the whole day doing something you didn’t want to 🫠

gm, ppl 💜

here’s me and – umm – dark circles under my eyes mentioned earlier 🥴

had a 473ml red bull twenty minutes ago and now i’m yawning wtf

don’t know why would you care,

but for me it felt like dying

almost a year ago i was hanging out with my friends, drinking and discussing everything – then the topic changed to newly signed presidential decree recognising the DPR and LPR, the room was getting colder as we all tried to catch any hope in each other’s eyes. “he wouldn’t start it, would he?” calming down wasn’t helpful. new morning is forever engraved in my mind.

Alexey Novosyolov, the author of journalistic project "Minute-by-Minute", announced new sub-project on the first days of Russo-Ukrainian War.

not me checking nostr first thing in the morning 🥴

met my ex on the way home 🫠

now i feel sorrow, anxiety and excitement at the same time

i adore how chat gpt usually give me an answer like this:

this can be challenging!!!

this is exactly how you can do that step by step: …

note that it’s ethically questionable!!!

thanks!

that’s very nice of you to say hello in russian – it means a lot for a person who adores their native language 🥺

i consider Maupassant more of a author than a philosopher, but still put in my bio one of his lines which resonates with me - can recommend his novels if you’re also in gloomy short stories!

but i’m not always sad! hope we could talk about philosophy and things you like more 👀

yeah, i’m fine with this story, it’s kinda old

hope it didn’t scare you too much!

and hope your dreams tonight won’t be as crazy 🤕

k, in this dream i was crucified, when put in the coffin and buried in the sand (for some reason?). and then it seems like i was raised from the dead but couldn’t escape the coffin - and i was really hungry - so i started eating flesh from my arm

the scary part is that when i woke up the marks of crucifixion were still on my feet and palms

nooo, i’m not telling, the risk of going to psych ward is too high 💀