아침부터 무임승차 또라이X 때문에 열받아서 흑화할뻔 했는데 역시 귀여움이 사람을 살린다
Before Twitter, more specifically multiple experiences of being a cyber-bullying victim, I wasn't able to quite get the mental process of victimes of bullying. During the school years, I was mostly an observer rather than a victim. I knew bullying would be a painful experience, but I couldn't possibly imagine the feeling of being in the middle of it.
How can I describe it... it feels like being pressured by very thick air. Maybe just like when you're diving into the deap ocean. The pressure goes up, you feel trapped, and your brain loses its normal sense of sound judgment. Even if you have good reasoning and inference skills, those skills don't work properly because the fear and anxiety take over the whole cognitive process. Human beings are designed to be social animals and bullying experiences are perfect examples to prove that social instinct comes before other functions of human brain.
(Just wanted to leave a record of my personal theory before looking up academic papers, because I believe it's important to develop my own language before attempting to borrow academic language to describe my personal experience.)
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좋은하루 🩵
Honestly I'm so tired
이 밈을 수출해야돼 
인간중심 낭만주의의 끝
I enjoy watching ice hockey games, and I once tried to join an online community of Korean ice hockey fans. There was no way to watch a professional ice hockey game in Korea back then, so I was basically seeking advice. I think the situation isn't any better for ice hockey fans except that amateur hockey players are slowly increasing. When can I watch professional games like NHL or PWHL? Hopefully, before I lie on my grave...
Harbin Winter Asian Games led me to here…
These days I'm learning the true meaning of "법보다 주먹이 가깝다“ when I read some social media posts on potential criminal charges or litigation issues.
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"I need to" is not my mistake, it's iPhone's mistake. Dictation sucks.
I guess I should say hairstyle. My Konglish is so everywhere.
By the way, how the hell can I make this hair? I need to collective wisdom for this.
I just saw a zap notification from someone, but I can't find it on notification tabs on Damus nor Primal. I guess God is not allowing me to make profit from my notes. 🙄 (I didn't set up my wallet anyway.)
I woke up about 50 minutes ago but stayed in bed, lost in thought. One memory that surfaced was about a guy I briefly dated.
He wasn’t handsome—not a “hot guy” in the conventional sense. I used to joke with friends or on stage during stand-up that I only date hot guys. But this guy was intellectually hot, though physically, he wasn’t attractive. I didn’t mind because I genuinely liked his uniquely clever sense of humor.
We didn’t continue the relationship due to differences in our backgrounds and values. The biggest gap? The type of friends we had. I once overheard his friends mocking his looks. Their humor was sharp, laced with insults. Hearing them made me realize I didn’t want people like that indirectly mocking me for my romantic choices.
It might sound silly—I’m an adult and can date whoever I want. But the discomfort his friends gave me created a strong urge to distance myself. Dating isn’t just about the person; it’s also about the world you’re stepping into. If that means opening doors to the wrong crowd, maybe it’s wiser to step back.
Well, I do think I need human emotions. But I do value responsiveness.