a great very many people are being unjustly targeted by the law

because a great very many people have not been experiencing equality under the law

does the bill of rights exist

is the bill of rights alive?

or is it a lie

does every single person have the right to an attorney?

is every single person innocent until proven guilty?

are all people equal under the law or are some people more equal than others?

if it is a lie,

if say: "the dream of rome was just a dream it was a lie"

then what

the crumbling

in that crumbling, new saturn arises

as in: a new world order

saturn is consequences

those consequences either come and they make sense

or the whole thing was a lie

saturn is a slow mover

saturn can put a lot on the house

saturn is very load bearing

but if people are not true to saturn what happens?

broken promises

hypocrisy

then what happens?

saturn becomes illusion

saturn is fake

saturn is a matrix that lies

the bill never does get paid does it?

broken trust

to me: that is hallowed that has to be hallowed or the whole thing falls apart

are things falling apart so terrible?

no

but when they do, there is a very clear before and a very clear after and there is no way to go back. repair and remediate and remix and recover in homage, sure. go back? no

spilled milk is spilled milk

example: separation of church and state

places where there is agreement to disagree as a covenant in highest respect

but again, the deep deep deep importance of what?

agree to disagree

does saturn also make me a party pooper?

like it doesnt not

do i have to be so harsh? no. i am working on having a kinder inner voice. but i also get to be me working with me.

i get to make determinations for me relative to the scope of my own life.

like yo im never seeing a film from that director.

to speak of saturn is to speak of law

of weights and measures

i have natural aptitude for checks and balances and law thinking

my judgement to me is important to me

it is one of my most important things to me

i am very harsh on myself when it comes to my judgements

my chart means i was saturn's apprentice

it also means other stuff like everyone's chart means many stuff

but saturn's apprentice am i

i can fight against it, i can subvert it, i can work with it, i can become it, i can make it a color i use in a painting

my sun is not conjunct uranus i do not have access to uranus like i do to saturn

in the same way, the uranus opposition, which everyone has in astrology frame, is often referred to as the trope of the midlife crisis

few say their saturn return experience, which everyone has in astrology frame, were an "enjoyable" set of years

saturn is joking referred to as the "daddy dom" of the zodiac

do i have skills there in that area?

yea cos i suffered under saturn