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christian anarcho-communist. trans woman. schizoid personality. no zaps because i despise money in all its forms

I'm reading Deleuze's book on Immanuel Kant (Kant's Critical Philosophy: The Doctrine of the Faculties). I'm gonna read Kant for the first time since I was a teenager soon, probably work my way through all three critiques and some essays. Need some grounding in some rigorous philosophy when the world's in chaos

#bookstr #philosophy

the only good nazi is a dead nazi, which means charlie kirk is good indeed

we are and always have been a nation ruled by mammonites and false prophets, and trump is simply the culmination of this tradition

i return to the thought process that i should try and carve out an anonymous place for myself on nostr, because of how social media in general feels so precarious. archives being wiped out, no control. but i feel a strange sense of chaos regardless of which app i use, it feels like everything on nostr is strangely empty yet rushing so so fast. i want something but idk if this is it

i'm so horribly useless and depressed and i hate myself lmao

Important to keep in mind that the inorganic extensions of your body can still cause you pain. Trying to escape being hurt by living your life through objects will only objectify your suffering.

Spent a few months reading Hume, I think the next philosopher I read is going to be Margaret Cavendish. She seems interesting. Anybody on here know much about her? (I'm reading a biography first lol)

#philosophy

I'm depressed, but things could be worse. I'm so isolated lately. I want to connect with people but I'm so so scared to be seen or known, especially now

ngl I'm really glad nostr exists, now

My body is a machine that converts coffee into anxiety

Sometimes I want to be so so cruel

if mental illness didn't make reading so hard for me i would read so many fuckin books

This can only go on for so long. Without support, the illusion of self tends to come undone. The individual is a product which must continually be maintained by an entire apparatus of becoming. At this point in history, it is a global system of precarity which makes the "I am" emerge from chaos, and it is visibly falling apart.

mi pilin ike lon tenpo ale :(

Language is a system of control