The complexity of someone’s entire existence can be reduced down to a single instance of bad judgement, the same can be said for good judgement. We are within inches of death or glory at any given moment.
I did mean that literally. But I didn’t mean it as scary, I meant that I have a lot of trauma. People get close and find that out quickly. I’m not always able to fight it off. I’ve made peace with it for the most part but to say it doesn’t affect me any time someone gets close would be a lie.
You thought I meant that as scary? Interesting
Some people want to sit next to me and smile… they feel my good energy. But what they don’t see is the ghosts of all my dead friends sitting behind me.
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YOU HEARD THE MAN! nostr:note1umjhxrtzlf4392tg6l9ffdq97npew2awqdpx60p8rgyvekq4jatqgrld5a
In your opinion, does typing in all caps give you a slight headache or does it have zero impact on you? And would you agree that if it has zero impact on you that you are a psychopath?
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I’ll disassociate so hard that you think I’m in a coma… meanwhile I’m hyper focused on the energy all around me and living peacefully in my own world
Of this world but definitely not in it
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Yes, that’s true… I just hate that I have lots of thoughts and then they’re gone. My mind bounces all over so much of the time they are lost forever.
Every time I nuke my Twitter account I forget that I have like 20-30 tweets in my drafts. I write all the time and save the drafts … I’ve also nuked like 100 times so I’ve lost pages and pages of thoughts. The funny part is that I’m so stupid, I forget that I lose them every single time I nuke. And I’m mad about it every single time I unnuke. You’d think I’d learn, but no. This is who I am.