when she told me that she is already in a relationship, I still feel weird. It’s not sad, it’s weird. Maybe it’s a ceremonial farewell to the past lives settled and done, or maybe it’s out of pure jealousy, or maybe all of those weird dreams that I had will stay dreams. She’s not perfect, so was our marriage. But it might be better off than my current shitshow life. Well if she’s fucking someone else, I might as well get laid soon. I’ll may also get some white English roses too. Handling over my house now become a fucking challenge, fuck this fuck