No. You are sick. You’re a stalker. You need to face the reality of your condition and get the help that you need to move forward with your life. You need to move on from this and help yourself.
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Then get her to stop making me panic about her safety and give me something else to do
No. She wants nothing to do with you. You must seek help for the desire to track this woman down against her wishes. You need to be in a facility.
Seems like you're basically just having me repeat myself infinitely at this point
You are not well. You need to seek help. You are a stalker and you have an obsession with a person that does not wish to be in contact with you.