The way I see it, it was always going to be weird one way or the other. A failing bitcoin network is one that fizzles out and dies in obscurity (think BSV). A bitcoin network that is inciting government simping, or even government vitriol, is a network that is drawing attention and doing things.

Greed brings adoption by design. It is a trojan horse for taking money out of the hands of government.

So no I don't think you are the only one. But I think the same uneasyness has existed at every step along the way for different reasons.