i wrote a comment finally
after reading a whole lot
usually i just read & move on
big big tug of war between
leave
&
i dont have the money to leave & this is my home
so i said:
it takes many ways
many waves
some who can leave? leave
do not die because a hospital is denying you care especially if you have other kids
you have to live for the kids you already have
others can't leave
others can & won't
newcomers moving there with energy, with resources, with experience from elsewhere, better rested able to relieve those exhausted
america is incredibly large & diverse
if some psychos (to me) purchase land to have their little utopia where women die due ectopic pregnancies & all the women & men there are like: we love this actually
cool enjoy i guess
like.. wouldnt be me
is delusional to me
is a misunderstanding of basic biology to me
but there are people who dont even believe dinosaurs are real & that sandy hook happened
if they are abusing children
that is a different matter
from a grown adult woman saying: i have 6 kids but im so happy to die for my 7th pregnancy it is in gods hands
like.. cool cool so your 6 kids then no mom?
yup no mom god is my first husband actually
oh ok seems selfish
who am i to judge?
well, i am also an adult woman
& what does my judgment matter?
nothing at all
will i take in those 6 kids?
no.