I'm about half way through. I don't know enough to say if he's lost it or he's ascended, but I'm leaning towards the latter.

The part with the shapes and the flower of life felt significant to me.

Where do they find these people? It’s like insight gained while on hallucinogens. They almost seem like they mean something until you try to explain it to someone else.

The Terrence Howard Expirence 😎 Fascinating to listen. Nothing wrong with exploration of though imho. Curiosity is a virtue.