nothing to be jealous of. i fell for the artificial sweeteners bullshit and i was drinking a lot of alcohol that was also probably sweetened with it (ciders usually are artificially sweetened these days).
it half destroyed my kidneys, and this led to the vision problem. probably there is some other secondary mechanisms specific to sucralose and acesulfame-k, and i know for sure that maltodextrin (modified mostly corn starch) causes other problems like when i had two weeks of epic toothache from that shit. hell, even today, i eat a tiny pack of doritos with that shit in it and half the day my tooth is flaring (it literally moves upwards from the swelling the sugars stimulate).
you can be jealous of my ridiculously good natural vision tho. optometrist tested me when i was 27 and told me that my vision was 20:15, which means 25% better than average, as in, i can read text at 25% more distance than average.
idk if you ever seen these small 4k monitors but i bought one back in 2017 that was 24" and it was such a huge advance for me, always felt like the corners of the screen were so far away lol. 24" lol.
i'll be happy if i get full convergence back. i'm pretty sure that's all that is screwing up the focus.