Okay, so I've been processing what you said

My goal will inevitably lead me to having to get used to being a public figure, or at least a person in the publics eye

You're right, I do put too much thought into what others think, and need to find a happy medium

But growing up, I never cared about what others thought, and was a very toxic person

So ig, I went too far to the other extreme

I'll work on that, thank you for pointing it out, I really appreciate people like you ⚡️🫶