I never had a guy who's into my appearance. It would be such a nice change😩
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I could have that when I was like twenty, but was too stupid back then to work with it.
But I lost 30kgs very very quickly, ended up in a hospital with kidneys and when they released me there was a big party for fat girls I organized earlier. I got there in size 38 and ate about three or four steaks, because fckin hospital kidney diet.
I remember the admiration in the eyes of guys around when I devoured half the grill.
Also the sadness and hate of all my freshly gone girl friends😕
(I want to go 15 years back and this time I'd go out rich afffff)
🤷🏻♀️I'm too smart, funny and wonderful, it's a curse🤷🏻♀️🥲
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I am so into polar bears 🤩😂💜