Idk, I had been with him for years and thought we were going to get married. I helped hospice his father for the year before his death. Between that and the pandemic I watched that good man lose his mind. Then he dumped me and yet also did everything in his power to control me. It was sad and weird. I hope to one day find a husband but it's not so simple as it's dependant on another person.
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I can confirm you that it is the same on the other side. People got crazy and are almost all traumatized. First trigger they turn ugly.
At the end of the story I learned that I can only trust I knew when I was a child or teenager. Now I am with my first girlfriend from three lifes ago and settled for life. I miss my childhood, stable families, responsible adults, common sense and justice. All gone