Now that's what I'm talking about! ๐
Let's be bold!!!!! ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฅ
Good morning Nostr ๐
Happy year of the fire horse ๐ฅ๐๐ด๐ ๐ฅ
Here's to freedom, passion and dynamic, bold, ambitious action!
(Technically doesn't start until sometime in February but whatever I do what I want)

The chimney was blocked. The chimney -sweep child had gotten himself stuck and died. I tied a rope around his ankle to pull him out so the fire could be lit again.
#dreamstr
Maybe that would have been the case if I understood where it went when it was going to Blossom, but I don't because I never understood that I got signed up for it even.
Instead I just noticed that the Nostr Build account I had paid for was no longer storing my media because it was going to whatever blossom void. Several weeks of hilarious gif and videos of my puppy I lost or maybe Blossom is storing somewhere that they didn't tell me about.
Either way fuck them, I didn't want it, didn't ask for it, and I have a hard enough time getting Nostr to work for me. I don't need strangers fucking it up with strange new things. Especially without telling me.
I don't know either, but it did automatically replace the subscription service I used previously to store my media and so a few months went by before I noticed and was able to fix the issue..... So I hate blossom. Very nonconsensual of them ๐
Good night Nostr ๐ฅฐ๐๐ฅฑ

It's true though, my kin there still smuggle wine from St. Pierre & Miquelon as a side hustle ๐ ๐ดโโ ๏ธ
It was exhausting ๐ ๐ฎโ๐จ but yea I at least helped a little bit and even more help was on the way. Maybe showing her it was possible allowed her to free herself from the rest ๐ค
This whole year I've been working to 1) dream again 2) remember those dreams and 3) control lucid dreams. I'm still not at the lucid dream stage but I am getting better at remembering them ๐ฅฐ
Perhaps ๐ค I'd say that was true this time last year but I kind of threw my life into chaos to escape the routine. Things haven't settled yet.
But thanks for the help dream analyzing! ๐ฅฐ
Cheers ๐ฅฐโ๐ชโ๐ฅฐ
If I went to a cafe and got a pastry and a latte, I'd feel like I had a pretty normal lil breakfast treat. ๐ฅโ
Yet if I stay home and drink black coffee with leftover Christmas cookies I feel like a hedonistic blasphemer โ ๏ธ๐ชโ ๏ธ
I know how to make quality pastries, and I think it's a reasonable assumption that the pastry has more fats and sugar in it than my cookies. Certainly my coffee is the healthier option. So why do I feel so guilty?
Maybe my New Year's resolution is to avoid having cookies for breakfast. That seems achievable. ๐ค๐ช๐ค
Good morning Nostr ๐๐ฅฐ๐
So this was people crashing a public call? We had a few practical sessions on hive but it got awkward because it's a meditation club so late comers were just hearing silence ๐ค
๐ uh, ok. Well I'm sorry if folks bothered you but don't stoop to their level. The best revenge is a life well lived ๐ซ
Ah well, if you don't want to share that's ok. But your experience matters my friend ๐ซ
"Gifted programs as covert psi screening.โ
Uh oh, bad experience? What happened?
See, you should have been born closer to an experimental military base idk what to tell you ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐คฃ
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SPOON BENDING PARTY!!! Nostr you are all invited to spend Christmas Eve with me let's have a good time defying reality:
I received some sus training in elementary school and it's been a very strange life ๐คฃ
My landlady is running out of cutlery but it wasn't detailed in the lease to not bend all the spoons ๐คฃ

Nostr is often ugly, sleek design is a sign of an incoming psy-op ๐
I use Amythest myself.
Y'all it's very normal to feel down this time of year. On a purely biological level these cold days and long nights are a time for hibernation, yet we're wondering why we aren't more productive.
Even folks with family can feel pointedly alone this time of year, as sometimes loneliness can be highlighted by a crowd who doesn't understand you. Those of us without that crowd can take solace in knowing at least we are best positioned to understand our own company, ourselves.
If nothing else, just keep going out of spite. I'm going to at least spit in the eye of fate, if fate is going to dish out depression to me. I don't think that's a great mindset generally but hey sometimes it's what gets us by ๐คฃ Don't let the bastards get you down! Eat some cookies.
Merry ducking Christmas ๐๐ตโ๐ซ๐

Don't discount the possibility of operator error ๐คฃ I'm not great with tech
There's plenty of people alone at Christmas who wouldn't see food as an invitation for more romantic attention. Sometimes there's a reason they're alone at Christmas ๐คทโโ๏ธ
(I say that with gentleness, I'm also alone for Christmas and I'm not going to be stalking anyone ๐ )










