i just think im really very funny but you might have to be here like in my head
super egoically, i know, but not in a bad way, like not to death, and no equipment harmed
before i die
would i really like to know if i ever, in all my time on the internet, made anyone choke on their water reading my words
just one spit take one time
a true one
ive been doing market research
what are your kisses gonna cost me
do you know what i want for christmas or are you a bad boyfriend customer?
are you picking up what im putting down to sell it back to me or are you not an attentive seller?
natural behavioral emergence between organizational system and individual?
as in, what else could there be on a capitalism planet?
sure different flavors
yea gotta innovate
and ultimately, it is marketing all the way down?

is social media about niche marketing campaigns
everyone has their own boutique firm
your special interests and causes are your accounts
does it mean anything that fans participated in a marketing campaign
does it mean anything their participation was turned into posters
does it mean less that receiving these gifts meant the actors had to be in costume, and this was on camera
do you think they gave a fuck about the posters
can anyone ever know cos the reaction was on camera
generally speaking are performers pleased their performance is being enjoyed by the audience
is it just about marketing? is it corrupted by marketing? by incentives? by the studies proving the efficacy of targeting a niche group of diehards? or out beyond all that, does something else also matter here?
https://blossom.primal.net/077d1c75679ddea320e922b2f3317e6bfd22bfcd6bafc025ef995bbbd40a472a.mov
out beyond the powerpoint presentation, there is a field
i’ll meet you there
when the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about
ideas, language, even the phrase “each other” doesn’t make any sense

Chevalier de Lorraine (Evan Williams), lover of the Duke of Orléans
https://blossom.primal.net/52847331db8489ad18ce525068071ca4bced3c2d07ec478714ef9e4bdd5d5d03.mov
is it just about marketing? is it corrupted by marketing? by incentives? by the studies proving the efficacy of targeting a niche group of diehards? or out beyond all that, does something else also matter here?
https://blossom.primal.net/077d1c75679ddea320e922b2f3317e6bfd22bfcd6bafc025ef995bbbd40a472a.mov
Philippe I, Duke of Orléans (Alexander Vlahos)
the younger brother, the moon king
Alexander Vlahos, a leo earth dragon, playing the moon king
"Versailles is a historical drama television series, set during the construction of the Palace of Versailles during the reign of Louis XIV. A co-production between France, Canada, the United Kingdom and United States, the series premiered on 16 November 2015 on Canal+ in France and on Super Channel in Canada in May 2016 on BBC Two in Britain, and on 1 October 2016 on Ovation in the United States." via wikipedia
https://blossom.primal.net/64635c76fa6f68a8c0e34542946d3dedee9d8f88eec51824972c7755166fd5dc.mov
Chevalier de Lorraine (Evan Williams), lover of the Duke of Orléans
https://blossom.primal.net/52847331db8489ad18ce525068071ca4bced3c2d07ec478714ef9e4bdd5d5d03.mov
Philippe I, Duke of Orléans (Alexander Vlahos)
the younger brother, the moon king
Alexander Vlahos, a leo earth dragon, playing the moon king
"Versailles is a historical drama television series, set during the construction of the Palace of Versailles during the reign of Louis XIV. A co-production between France, Canada, the United Kingdom and United States, the series premiered on 16 November 2015 on Canal+ in France and on Super Channel in Canada in May 2016 on BBC Two in Britain, and on 1 October 2016 on Ovation in the United States." via wikipedia
https://blossom.primal.net/64635c76fa6f68a8c0e34542946d3dedee9d8f88eec51824972c7755166fd5dc.mov
the futility of it all
and to attempt anyway
to be a friend, to make one
out of sync, out of time
how to be just a person online in a digital space? not just a person, as whole as, as multifaceted as
sure isnt irl
yes compressed into a screen
yes compressed into words
and still,
as in, uninhibited
with abandon
unconcerned with viewership
for free, for nothing at all
knowing how easily words can be misinterpreted
knowing especially without cadence and tone and breath so much is always lost
whoever reacts first? loses
i made you lose your cool?
how uncivilized
dont you know this is the court of the sun king?
etiquette is everything
it's about the poise in the face of adversity
invest here
comms pristine
dunks elite
we hired the best in town

aesthetics and timing are everything
i want to come across as deliberate
well considered
well constellated
trustworthy
nothing reactive here, no mess
do i come back with a shitpost or a sermonpost
setting a poor example writing this much
what if this catches on and im normalizing phone addiction
yea i should totally wait
i have to show my readers i am disciplined and id never live my life on the computer
a couple hours? nah, twelve days i'll check in with myself maybe say a thing
that removed, unplugged, unhooked
this is so low status of me
im making so much content im clearly coming across like a phone junkie
worrying about the mirror
the audience, the readership
unable to step out of the calculation
like a superego struggle
would this next tweet sound insane because i was just talking about this other thing
do i wait a couple hours
surely this is gonna come across as deranged if i dont wait
can it be about balance?
oh i did some sermonposting, let me check my drafts for a shitpost? let me time that to hit at 3pm?
i dont think that's it either